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2013 was a pretty awful year. Good things happened but the bad outweighs the good. I have a great guy, I went to Universal Studios, and I lost 80 lbs so I can't complain. Here is hoping 2014 is so much better.

I'm going to use my cute bear jar to write down little things that make me happy this year.

A year worth of
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I'm apologizing in advance for this blog.

It's hard to be all happy and joyful today knowing you're all alone. My own family has turned against me leaving me by myself on Christmas. I didn't get any presents, food, or family time. I'm just eating a cup of noodles by myself feeling bitter and jealous of everyone I know who is happy today and I...
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I'll be the first to admit it- I'm not a people person at all. I get super stressed out to the point of a panic attack thinking of just talking to a stranger regardless of it's a conversation or a few words.

Today I managed to set aside my fears and applied for 10 jobs. That's 10 people interactions I am not used to and...
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One of the most frustrating parts about being across the country from someone you love is that when something happens and you just want them there to experience it with you. When you're upset and just want them to hug you and they aren't there. I'm all for being with this guy and moving but right now it's hard and really taking a toll on...
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