hieronymuslush

Well I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. It all seems a waste and it all seems a shame. To keep going day to day, and find it's me who gets all the blame. No wonder I'm where I'm at, this just never seemed to turn into that, It's all contrived and it's all a lie, but i just keep on going day to day.

I have no idea what I want, I try for things that seem the most unattainable, maybe it's stopping me from trying for things that require real work... I would think that except i'm willing to try at those as well, but I seem to be screaming at a wall. I'm a goddamned mess and it's getting way to late in the game. I don't know who to talk about this with so i'm just gonna ramble around in my head for a few more minutes til it's time to dive back into the shit swimming pool called life.

Have a wonderful day all you crazy beautiful women and weird fellas that like lookin at em.