When the things we think will never happen finally do arrive, they come as quite a shock. Though an adjustment of thinking is necessary, it is a welcome and well worth the mental gymnastics.
Though the clear cut answer may always elude us, the beautiful things in life are easy to spot. The only problem occurs when are vision gets blurry. We, from a distance, mistake one thing for another, perhaps we receive conflicting information. In either event we need to find a pair of proverbial glasses that will allow us to view things clearly. In my case when that occurs, there is always a sadness, as sometimes the beauty and innocence are the first things to be overlooked.
I had never understood nostalgia for childhood until just recently when upon viewing things with that same innocence and naivety as a child might, was truly a wonderful thing and not merely ignorance masquerading as bliss.
Sometimes i can't tell how vague i am in my posts. Whether on myspace or suicidegirls, i sometimes try to be as "mysterious" as possible, to a)protect myself from exposing to much of my insanity 2)avoid misunderstandings with people it may concern (as hopefully it will be completely uninitelligible, though rarely is) and lastly)to still express thoughts i can't hold in while maintaining a strong facade.
I wish i could maintain that mystery in my other wacky word play known as lyrics, but if you know me you know that i will give a honest answer to an honest question if asked by a person who can handle the truth (not unlike jack nicholson). So in my other writings i don't think of other people reading it and try to be as honest as possible, so it comes out melodramatic, boring and quite unwieldy.
Mayhaps i should try writing directly to one of these outlets and placing yet more limitations upon myself to express things in hopefully a more discreet manner, yet still conveying the same point... but then i'll just look like some jackhole espousing his teenage poetry on myspace like i'm in some John B song. Who was phenomenal live, by the by.
Enough of the ramblings, i have many things to do today and as of yet have done, absolutely zero.
...One day i hope to actually accomplish something...
STOP STEALING!!
James
Though the clear cut answer may always elude us, the beautiful things in life are easy to spot. The only problem occurs when are vision gets blurry. We, from a distance, mistake one thing for another, perhaps we receive conflicting information. In either event we need to find a pair of proverbial glasses that will allow us to view things clearly. In my case when that occurs, there is always a sadness, as sometimes the beauty and innocence are the first things to be overlooked.
I had never understood nostalgia for childhood until just recently when upon viewing things with that same innocence and naivety as a child might, was truly a wonderful thing and not merely ignorance masquerading as bliss.
Sometimes i can't tell how vague i am in my posts. Whether on myspace or suicidegirls, i sometimes try to be as "mysterious" as possible, to a)protect myself from exposing to much of my insanity 2)avoid misunderstandings with people it may concern (as hopefully it will be completely uninitelligible, though rarely is) and lastly)to still express thoughts i can't hold in while maintaining a strong facade.
I wish i could maintain that mystery in my other wacky word play known as lyrics, but if you know me you know that i will give a honest answer to an honest question if asked by a person who can handle the truth (not unlike jack nicholson). So in my other writings i don't think of other people reading it and try to be as honest as possible, so it comes out melodramatic, boring and quite unwieldy.
Mayhaps i should try writing directly to one of these outlets and placing yet more limitations upon myself to express things in hopefully a more discreet manner, yet still conveying the same point... but then i'll just look like some jackhole espousing his teenage poetry on myspace like i'm in some John B song. Who was phenomenal live, by the by.
Enough of the ramblings, i have many things to do today and as of yet have done, absolutely zero.
...One day i hope to actually accomplish something...
STOP STEALING!!
James