Current Music: Johnny Cash - Hurt
"I'm educated enough to talk myself out of any plan. To deconstruct any fantasy. Explain away any goal. I'm so smart I can negate any dream" ~ Chuckie P
Even after all these years of having nothing i still find myself occasionally trying to find something new and worthwhile. But everytime i do it always turns out to be nothing, or i convince myself it is, because i'm too scared to let myself be vulnerable in any way shape or form. I will hide behind countless walls so no one can hurt me, that just leaves me sad and alone. Sometimes i fantasize that someone would care to look behind those walls and not hate what they see, but who am i kidding, this is all i'll ever be.
After last night i shouldn't be drinking again, but that's what i got.
Adios,
IAmFromTheFuture
"I'm educated enough to talk myself out of any plan. To deconstruct any fantasy. Explain away any goal. I'm so smart I can negate any dream" ~ Chuckie P
Even after all these years of having nothing i still find myself occasionally trying to find something new and worthwhile. But everytime i do it always turns out to be nothing, or i convince myself it is, because i'm too scared to let myself be vulnerable in any way shape or form. I will hide behind countless walls so no one can hurt me, that just leaves me sad and alone. Sometimes i fantasize that someone would care to look behind those walls and not hate what they see, but who am i kidding, this is all i'll ever be.
After last night i shouldn't be drinking again, but that's what i got.
Adios,
IAmFromTheFuture
niobe:
Great version of a great song!
