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I'm not a person who believes in Jesus
and I don't have the money to buy you things
but before you sit down and before you cry,
listen to the people who by and by
don't feel exactly the same as you do
and when the christmas lights go up
crumple wallets and sit on their skis,
hug their knees, climb into trees and sigh...
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I had this vice for winning arguments with silence. In the same way, last night I got involved in our evening with minimal use of language. Understanding is split between Ronnie and Tom Q, then Thomas who knows enough, and more, and then Guy, who never knows. And then when I say something he'll say "you can't understand what we are saying but you know...
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hickuphelpline:
i'll probably be gone by the end of the month. I asked to have my payments stopped and, as I said in SGUK, it makes me happy to do something small and then sit back and let my life change. ur not gonna miss me.
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Finally I have my house back, again.

I pulled a muscle in my knee climbing over the sofa to get at the poot-a and had to take the day off work.


I really want to talk to hear some accents. Would someone phone me? Ask for thu numba ov mur blower or point me to yours else.....
Oh wouldn't it be not funny. I hate...
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hickuphelpline:
I'm often aggressive. There are also many things herein that represent my fears. I'm not one to back away from them so quite often I embody my fears in order to show people with ignorance what it is that is going on down here. When people here the word SG they think of perversion and that is ignorance. Then we here are above a certain kind of ignorance.


"It is harder to crack a prejudice than an atom"

Fight for me baby. But just let me call you baby because I like to let go of the reins of cultural theory and responsibility sometimes. Even if I only call you baby once, and you are a boy. I hope you are a boy.

Tomorrow I'll talk about being bisexual.

In the meantime, please don't crash your car. And don't die. We need you to vote democrat (pls note small 'd' - tho i wanna confess that I have forsaken my nation)

They say that we cannot define what is British and so why should we love Britain? Or rather, how can we for we know not what to love. Whomever thinks in these terms better not be defining their children. One day you might find yourself facing an aggressive apponant like me, so calm yourself and get it right. Perhaps I love England because I am accustomed to it and love Scotland because it is beautiful. Perhaps I love the United Kindom because I have been asked to and so it would be inpolite to refuse to.

You have no idea how much time this writing takes.

Manners rule the world. The English invented manners, and if they didn't, it's conceivable that they did. It's possible that it was the French. Lets face it, whoever defines the word invented the concept. What I love about the Americans is that they are baby faced ignoramaces who just happen to have more common sense than anyone else. Haha. It's just another of those embodyments. I'd never pre-judge anyone. I'd sooner live in Wollaton. - look, appart from being a whore and comparing myself to people I am pretty much perfect.


Homework -> invent a Peter-specific String Theory.



anissa:
You talk about so many things at once I just have to pick something and go with it. =^_^=

But, yes tomorrow let's talk of bisexuality.

What do you think of American accents?
Being American, it seems like the most non-exsistant accent outside of some backwoods redneckery.

English, Scottish, Irish accents weaken my poor little knees.

I blame years and years of PBS showing such shows as Are You Being Served, Keeping Up Appearances, and Regency House Party.
whatever
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I found a new way that I can walk between work and the bus home which passes the sky mirror and an ugly 2D sculpure and the dreadful new hotel. This is the quinessence of my current mode. I'm dreaming and scheming about urban regeneration but it is only the aethetic that moves me. I say current but you should be conscious that it is...
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anissa:
The sooner your realize these truths, the better off you'll be.

Girls are wierd.

We do wierd things.
We act wierd ways.
We feel weird things.

If she's difficult to begin with, no amount of "holding back" is gonna make it any easier.
At least be comfortable in that armchair you call a personality.

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kelland:
I'm glad I managed to make you a little cheerier. smile

I do agree with Sacred.

We are quite strange. Me included.
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I found a new way that I can walk between work and the bus home which passes the sky mirror and an ugly 2D sculpure and the dreadful new hotel. This is the quinessence of my current mode. I'm dreaming and scheming about urban regeneration but it is only the aethetic that moves me. I say current but you should be conscious that it is...
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I went to see my doctor today and got me some pills. Flouroxetine Hydrochloride.


This isn't where I expected to be. I expected to be better by now but I am worse, far worse.
kelland:
I am sorry to read about your struggles on here and in the Depression group. I truly hope things look up for you. Just keep having hope and faith. I know that sounds corny but I was in a similar position once and now I feel a lot better having been through it.

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lielock:
I have never heard of that before?? But there are so many things out there.
I didn't expect to be where I am now either..sometimes I think I am getting somewhere but then I look at it all and it looks like I am in the same place as I was 10 years ago.
I want to say things get better because I am told it does but I don't know if it does or not. Good luck and hang in there.
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Alright, so what follows is a right ol' spoiler.

I've spent the day building Ikea furniture, pining after my love and trying to keep hold of a temper. It is bleakly cold outside and very dark.



Standing up so that I could read beneath the one remaining spot light in my loft I read the final chapter of Cancer Ward. He ties it up like...
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i am drunk and beginning detox. I love paradox, hate paradigm. I love logic but it scares me, like doctor spock scares me. There's a cage with a boy in it in the back garden that belongs to Blake Morrison. I suggested that I return it but nobody thinks that he is cool enough for me to bother.
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I've done it. At last, arguably a year and two months late, i've done the UCAS thing. If I am successful next september I will be reading Cultural Studies, English Literature, Philosophy or philosophy with creative writing in Brighton, Liverpool or Hull.


The application form (I hate forms) is filled out, my personal statement has been written, i have chosen my six courses. Now I...
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frankeng:
great that's good to hear man
b57913:
Good luck. That would be awesome.
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I went to a really shit party last night. It was at this place called The Waterfront. This group of people seem to like it but I don't know why I bothered to go in the first place because the last suarray there was shit. They play remixes of pop songs, nineties pop, that kind of thing. The bar is on three levels and looks...
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frankeng:
oh boy
anissa:
Sure, that's what they all say... biggrin