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Sunday Apr 17, 2005

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I am not a racist or a peadophile! This is just contraversial and our society is fucked up. People thought that I could change the world, be a great leader, and I've just made the connection to a song by someone called rapunzel that{s about selling out to suicidegirls. I'm slightly autistic. There's hardly anything thats imaginative here!


I've been trying ot write this for a long time and I haven't time to make this into something great or particularly convincing. I do not know anything about psychology but I can see why my personality would suggest that I am slightly demonic. Hey, I am not attracted to young girls and boys! I wrote about the "one year old girl" because it was in an advert and because my boss sacked me just before christmas and his daughter had a baby in december and i felt guilty. It was another of my social engeneering things that I because I thought that parents were being too controlling and that the next generation was going to be intellectually stunted as well but that's not even likely. I know that I have a dramatic impression on people, including children, and so I worry when I see them but recently, since I have been detoxing, I have greater motor control and I don't look as frightening and Im not a drug addict. It is horrific that someone might deliberately think like this but if you can tell by my writing? fuck knows right? I've never done anything. They say that I have female characteristics. I have to get to my hotel now. I am obviously exceedingly pissed off.

My instincts were wrong, alright! All of the poetry is crap but I have a good mind and I want to be an intellectual. that's it I need to pack my bag I'm late. THanks for nothing. Am I transexual and bisexual? Do I have a female brain?

This is sick.
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THis is just the additional part becaus I'm trying to explain something else- I was part of the TV thing and now I{ve been betrayed. No I am scared.

Fuck this. I have no money and they think that I am a kiddy toucher! I knew that that one poem was going to set it off, I just knew and so when the issue came up I was like "do i have that sort of personality or what? this place is going to get worse and I haven't even done anything!!!! HELP!


I am not dyign for this crap that people are saying about me!


I am trying to think how I would fit as this thing into the whole scheme of life! Can you believe this! I{ve seen the odd bit of underage porn and it is a total turn off! FUcking hell! What am I meant to do now! Those idiots have done one on me! Is this how it ends? Is this how you get us to grow up when I've been grown up since I had to watchmy dad die? I{m just a bit mental do you hear!
Apr 17, 2005

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