I hope that you had good new year. Mine was disjointed, as , along with 8 other people, I accidentally gatecrashed a party in Wollaton (Toytown). I left a note: "YOU ARE FACISTS. THIS IS WAR", with an anarchy sign over the last A.
I made soup today, my first ever soup. One of my resolutions is finishing off learning how to cook. My reportois doesn't go beyond roasts, pasta and simple vegatable cooking.
My billing date is the 28th. As hotmail doesn't work on this computer, I haven't yet been able to check if someone has actually paid for a gift account. Obviously if they did I am immensely grateful. I've a lot of loose ends here, as I'm sure any of you will be aware of.
A Task.
Identify the mistakes made in the following conversation
the secrets says:
"hey"
Melancholia says:
"thought that might be you"
Melancholia says:
"i'm feeling a bit better now, hey, you should check the sunday herald"
the secrets says:
"recognisable. Like a Rock Star"
the secrets says:
"i've never seen it"
the secrets says:
"tisn't the sort of paper that they sell around here"
Melancholia says:
"yeah, it's on the net, i am finding it very informative"
the secrets says:
"ok"
the secrets says:
"www.sundayherald.co.uk "
Melancholia says:
".com"
the secrets says:
"it#s there anyway"
Melancholia says:
"bangin...?!!"
the secrets says:
"my head?"
the secrets says:
"i don't feel like reading. "
the secrets says:
"wayhay"
the secrets says:
"is this a depessing paper?"
Melancholia says:
"...no! It's informative maaaan"
[...]
Melancholia says:
"what is cultured? well off cambridge-ers?"
the secrets says:
"being cultured is like being marinaded"
Melancholia says:
"ah, i see. sometimes there's a bit too much pepper in those marinades (?!!)"
Melancholia says:
"but i get you i get you"
[...]
the secrets says:
"as she says, I expect something that people can't give me."
Melancholia says:
"...what do you want?"
the secrets says:
"i dont' like people"
the secrets says:
"i'm waiting for the girl.."
the secrets says:
"the woman. "
the secrets says:
"The"
the secrets says:
"lots of women believe in The One. It isn't acceptable for men to have such ideas. Therefore I am waiting for The One. "
the secrets says:
"or, One."
Melancholia says:
"yeah, me too. Only realised it recently....been forcing myself into things"
Melancholia says:
"(slef relation)"
Melancholia says:
"what do you think about protest?"
the secrets says:
"First thought: they're essential. Second thought: they are often under-directed, limited and sometimes just way off teh mark."
the secrets says:
"u?"
Melancholia says:
"I think, at the moment, that the drawn lines between right and wrong are blurred....no-one can say "you are worong""
Melancholia says:
"Which....is wrong"
the secrets says:
"that's a challenge "
the secrets says:
"
Melancholia says:
"You said "do you think that our society is too hedonistic?""
Melancholia says:
"And in a sense it so is, i think."
Melancholia says:
"lol"
the secrets says:
"http://www.englishbiz.co.uk/mainguides/poetsheaney.html"
the secrets says:
"I hate bestsellers"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
the secrets says:
"i was about to say that I would like to rape that Harry Potter woman, but that isn't true. "
the secrets says:
"in any sense"
the secrets says:
"she's a victim of her own sucess"
Melancholia says:
"she's just a knob."
Melancholia says:
"fuck her."
Melancholia says:
"i don't care"
Melancholia says:
"bout harry"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"hey what's capitalism and capitalist"
the secrets says:
"it's the principle that we may employ someone else to do our job for us and that we can sell what we produce at whatever we can get for it."
the secrets says:
"+ somemore."
the secrets says:
"Like Free Markets"
Melancholia says:
"a bad thing..."
Melancholia says:
"anything to do with no tax?"
the secrets says:
yes
the secrets says:
"i reckon so, slightly"
the secrets says:
"if you were a Libertarian"
Melancholia says:
"whcih is"
the secrets says:
"someone who is selfish. "
the secrets says:
"look it up"
the secrets says:
"it's very different from being a liberal."
Melancholia says:
"Your intelligence is quite sexy pete."
Melancholia says:
Melancholia says:
"not to let that cloud me if sucking all your knowledge out of you."
the secrets says:
"it#s nice to think. I'm not saying that i'm right. These r just some thoughts."
the secrets says:
"i'm sorry. U know, I don't care to relate to other people"
Melancholia says:
"eh?"
Melancholia says:
"you'd rather....educate or argue?"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"i like to be educated you see"
Melancholia says:
"i love to learn."
the secrets says:
"i liek to be educated too."
the secrets says:
"It's hard to find reliable person-sources here"
Melancholia says:
"really....this is so vague...but i figure once you learn all you can about politics/society...if you can either fall hopelessly in love or become enlightened, after all that....all that is left is opinion. that's what i'm getting at...you can know it all...but at the end it's what YOU KNOW to be right and wrong."
the secrets says:
"yeah, sure. But what you konw is contingent with a reality somewhere, and what YOU KNOW is either reliably link or it is unreliably linked"
Melancholia says:
"so learn objectively (cld be the wrong word) not being involved until you can be positive about what you know to be right....though we are intuitively drawn to what we believe anyway...."
Melancholia says:
"art is an issue"
the secrets says:
"poetry is an issue. Politics too. Postmodernism only represents certain fields of ontology (ontology is the name for the philosophical subject of truth)"
the secrets says:
"sorry not truth, Knowledge"
Melancholia says:
"what you know to be right, is rationalist, i think."
the secrets says:
"mmmm"
the secrets says:
"but elaborate"
Melancholia says:
"well, i am intrinsically (cld be the wrong wrd again) drawn...to my freedom ideals...and i am artistic, naturally...i just have the ability."
Melancholia says:
"it's so hard expressing this"
Melancholia says:
"like all these little things like envy"
Melancholia says:
"envy!"
Melancholia says:
"but then again"
Melancholia says:
"what makes me envious...is that somebody has a beter ability to gain...and thus has an easier life, which i desire"
the secrets says:
"wait........"
the secrets says:
"so"
the secrets says:
"you feel intrisically drawn to something"
the secrets says:
"or not;"
the secrets says:
"personally i'd substitute intrinsic with subconsious"
Melancholia says:
"yeah"
Melancholia says:
"i got really into the argument of ratioanlism and empiricism"
Melancholia says:
"am into"
the secrets says:
"existentialism is supposed to be a middle ground"
Melancholia says:
"hence art"
Melancholia says:
"hence undefined"
Melancholia says:
"i fucking love it but at the same time i hate it"
the secrets says:
"hence "is""
the secrets says:
"rationalism?"
the secrets says:
"it leads to arrogance. "
Melancholia says:
"no, i suppose you'd say existentialism"
the secrets says:
"i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"
the secrets says:
"rationalist"
the secrets says:
" well, i appear to be"
Melancholia says:
"what rationalism? Yeah, i've ben labelled arrogant more than i'd like recently....i just insist that i am born with these skills"
Melancholia says:
"these talents"
Melancholia says:
"who else would know but myself"
the secrets says:
"that';s the jealousy part"
the secrets says:
"i've wirten a poem about it"
Melancholia says:
"envious of a ratioalists certainty due to the fact that he has talents unnattainable through experience"
Melancholia says:
"booyah!"
the secrets says:
""my country is forstering a gangreen.
She protrudes and weeps in the general stores
[...] is green""
Melancholia says:
"according to the defenition it says that a libertarian is someone who believes in free will."
Melancholia says:
"so when you say selfish do you mean they ant free will at the disregard of others yes?"
the secrets says:
"find a political definition"
the secrets says:
"or remove the capital letter"
the secrets says:
"a neo-liberal, I think, is a thatcherite"
Melancholia says:
"that's another issue, does such a pathetically soft governent discourage rebellion?"
the secrets says:
"and THEY don't believe in society, or that we cannot blame 'social' problems on the wider society. They believe that we are utterly responsible for our lives and how they are."
the secrets says:
"yes"
the secrets says:
"or"
Melancholia says:
"you can't fight what's not fighting you "
the secrets says:
"all governments discourage rebellion/"
the secrets says:
"don't they?> that's what there there for. To keep the peace."
Melancholia says:
"hmmmmmn"
Melancholia says:
"but how else do you form change?"
Melancholia says:
"you can't fight what's not fighting you "
Melancholia says:
"i think to your poem actually"
Melancholia says:
"t's almost like glucose isn't it"
Melancholia says:
"viscous"
teleological says:
"the one that i showed you yesterday"
Melancholia says:
"yeah yeah"
teleological says:
"mm"
teleological says:
"thanks"
Melancholia says:
"i just thought of the whole viscous thing"
Melancholia says:
"how do you...stop pouring glucose???!"
Melancholia says:
"flowing viscous fluid...freeze it?"
teleological says:
"-ive been thinking to the thought that you remind me of a younger me-"
teleological says:
"yes"
teleological says:
"that's what they want"
teleological says:
"maybe that's good"
teleological says:
"we don't need to be heated and warlike"
teleological says:
"we can freeze the shit "
teleological says:
"and live on top of it. "
Melancholia says:
"i had a flash of nietzche a minute ago "
Melancholia says:
"can't remember why now"
teleological says:
"i wish that i still had flashes"
teleological says:
"i'm so old"
teleological says:
"i'm going to get fit"
Melancholia says:
"yeah me too"
Melancholia says:
"i want beauty in order to obtain things with ease"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"hahaha"
teleological says:
"beauty would be hard work"
teleological says:
"sometimes"
teleological says:
"hard to achieve"
Melancholia says:
"but beauty is art you see"
teleological says:
"sometimes i just don't care what I look like whne I go out"
teleological says:
"they're my happiest days"
Melancholia says:
"yeah"
teleological says:
"no it isn't. Art is ideas*" [i don't believe this]
Melancholia says:
"i used to have that on a comedown"
teleological says:
"kinda"
Melancholia says:
"yeah "
Melancholia says:
"but no"
Melancholia says:
"art i think is beauty"
Melancholia says:
"isn't it"
Melancholia says:
"a thing of"
teleological says:
"i need to learn"
teleological says:
"i shoudl put all of my energy into learning"
teleological says:
"i'll stay here at the computer and i'll go and read"
teleological says:
"but i needn't go out"
teleological says:
"i have my XBOX now."
teleological says:
"..."
Melancholia says:
"perfection exists within art (music specifically) the natural fit f one note harmoniously with another!"
Melancholia says:
"that rationalsit i think...?"
Melancholia says:
"aswell as dischord"
Melancholia says:
"what about dischords...???!!"
Melancholia says:
"i am laughing like a madone"
teleological says:
"aha but if it was rationalist htne the notes and intervals would have been invented and not discovered"
Melancholia says:
"phewwww"
teleological says:
"btw, genius isn't a kind of dissease"
Melancholia says:
"*breathes deepaaaaaaaa*"
Melancholia says:
"but harmony exists...it was discovered, but there was distinction between what was harmony and what wasn't"
Melancholia says:
"just because"
Melancholia says:
"pleasent"
Melancholia says:
"what sounded more pleasent"
Melancholia says:
"opinion, right and wrong....but art (music) was predefined...surely?"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"just like mathmatics"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"music isn't like the other arts BUT"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"there is science involved in colour, in shapes, and science, moreover, is like art"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"science isn't like mathmatics."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"it may use mathmatics."
Melancholia says:
"maths...."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"yo"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"buy the new U2 album"
Melancholia says:
"yeah, the new track they'vebrought out not vertigo, is good
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about "
Nietszche says:
"must be. I reckon vertigo was inspired by the last OP demo, or a demo like it"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"u2, are a good band"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"they are"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"just a bit....weird"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"mm"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"the latest album i think sounds like it was put together quite quickly, like bono had a load of lyrics and he wanted to get it all down. The songs are simple. there's one that's a goodwill gesture toward John Frusciante"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"john is lush"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"i've been listening to nick drake loads...and heard the kinks live the other day that was fucking."
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"have you read sartre? pete, read the doors of perception."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"dont' speak less about what you think you will become how i became. Don't fuckign conform just adapt, evolve, become supernormal"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i'll read it"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i've read some satre, enough to get a handle on his personality"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"and i've read a fair old bit about him"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"the more i speak about what i think, the more pople think me arrogant and find me less attractive and are less willing to put up with me, i need to wait until i...can project it in an artistic way, so that it has appeal...culture it i spose you could say, lol, fucking marinade it!"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"don't be lazy, i guess that's the key"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"or someting"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i don't always put things accross in an attractive way"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i just spit it out"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah that's a bastard but you feel so much better once you've got up off you ass"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i'm far too literal when i'm stoned "
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"it's TOO MUCH perception"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"dare i be so bold and say that depression..is in part due to laziness"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"be so bold"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"no one takes it into consideraton"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"they don't have to mention it"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah, the complete other side of the coin"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"they just judge you. "
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"but"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"Camus said that none of the intelligent people that he knew were happy"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"well, it seems that you would naturally be alienated, ever heard of kerouac? He said "mad ones, mad to live blah blah, who never say a commonplace thing but just burn burn burn" "
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"that's very good"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i love that"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"as difficult as ...."they/majority of others" fin it to hold intelligent discussion "we/intelligent people" find with bollocks talk"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"so thus become alienated, thus become depressed...freud etc."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"as difficult as ...."they/majority of others" fin it to hold intelligent discussion "we/intelligent people" find with bollocks talk ??/"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"lol!"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"i can't hold a dull conversation...this is the longest conversation, that i have had in a while"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"wicked"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"You should also check out the biography of jim morrison"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"i get loads from that"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"this conversation has a thread. How many people do you find who can have a thread through their conversations for more than 2 minutes?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"iv'e seen the Doors Film"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"yeah.....i used to love it...but it's basically the biography, infact completely."
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"jsut a few things made more hollywood romance, the organist from the doors salted it to fuck"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"*slated"
[...]
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
yeah.
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"it seems like it's just too dangerous to think"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"they think that it makes you ill and that being ill will kill you"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
[...]
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"is she an artist?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"she's a reasonable poet"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"but she doesn't take her work seriously when she isn't in a mania"
Bring it. says:
"this will sound fucked up, perhaps...could this girl not be...a... ghandi protesters you know? Stepping forward and having to die as loads did...she...could never have been the other way"
Bring it. says:
"maybe"
Bring it. says:
"that's a bit grand and fucked"
Bring it. says:
"thinkers"
Bring it. says:
"i now am going but will be back later, with sound"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"oh, ok"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"i'll be around"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"hey, i've been thinking about calling you."
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"what;s a ghandi protestor?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"i understand what you said after, about free will?"
Bring it. says:
"not yet, i'm surrounded by judgemental idiots (family...blah) i just thought of the ghandi movie, with those protesters who had to walk forward and get shit, walk again, get shot, keep going until...just some people maybe....i would need to think this through more...some people have to die, and they are braver than we could ever be, coz i don't know if i want to die for it yet...i will think it th"
Bring it. says:
"rough while this woman fixes our pc"
Bring it. says:
"and make it sound better"
Bring it. says:
"b back soon love amy zzzzxxzz"
I made soup today, my first ever soup. One of my resolutions is finishing off learning how to cook. My reportois doesn't go beyond roasts, pasta and simple vegatable cooking.
My billing date is the 28th. As hotmail doesn't work on this computer, I haven't yet been able to check if someone has actually paid for a gift account. Obviously if they did I am immensely grateful. I've a lot of loose ends here, as I'm sure any of you will be aware of.
A Task.
Identify the mistakes made in the following conversation
the secrets says:
"hey"
Melancholia says:
"thought that might be you"
Melancholia says:
"i'm feeling a bit better now, hey, you should check the sunday herald"
the secrets says:
"recognisable. Like a Rock Star"
the secrets says:
"i've never seen it"
the secrets says:
"tisn't the sort of paper that they sell around here"
Melancholia says:
"yeah, it's on the net, i am finding it very informative"
the secrets says:
"ok"
the secrets says:
"www.sundayherald.co.uk "
Melancholia says:
".com"
the secrets says:
"it#s there anyway"
Melancholia says:
"bangin...?!!"
the secrets says:
"my head?"
the secrets says:
"i don't feel like reading. "
the secrets says:
"wayhay"
the secrets says:
"is this a depessing paper?"
Melancholia says:
"...no! It's informative maaaan"
[...]
Melancholia says:
"what is cultured? well off cambridge-ers?"
the secrets says:
"being cultured is like being marinaded"
Melancholia says:
"ah, i see. sometimes there's a bit too much pepper in those marinades (?!!)"
Melancholia says:
"but i get you i get you"
[...]
the secrets says:
"as she says, I expect something that people can't give me."
Melancholia says:
"...what do you want?"
the secrets says:
"i dont' like people"
the secrets says:
"i'm waiting for the girl.."
the secrets says:
"the woman. "
the secrets says:
"The"
the secrets says:
"lots of women believe in The One. It isn't acceptable for men to have such ideas. Therefore I am waiting for The One. "
the secrets says:
"or, One."
Melancholia says:
"yeah, me too. Only realised it recently....been forcing myself into things"
Melancholia says:
"(slef relation)"
Melancholia says:
"what do you think about protest?"
the secrets says:
"First thought: they're essential. Second thought: they are often under-directed, limited and sometimes just way off teh mark."
the secrets says:
"u?"
Melancholia says:
"I think, at the moment, that the drawn lines between right and wrong are blurred....no-one can say "you are worong""
Melancholia says:
"Which....is wrong"
the secrets says:
"that's a challenge "
the secrets says:
"
Melancholia says:
"You said "do you think that our society is too hedonistic?""
Melancholia says:
"And in a sense it so is, i think."
Melancholia says:
"lol"
the secrets says:
"http://www.englishbiz.co.uk/mainguides/poetsheaney.html"
the secrets says:
"I hate bestsellers"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
the secrets says:
"i was about to say that I would like to rape that Harry Potter woman, but that isn't true. "
the secrets says:
"in any sense"
the secrets says:
"she's a victim of her own sucess"
Melancholia says:
"she's just a knob."
Melancholia says:
"fuck her."
Melancholia says:
"i don't care"
Melancholia says:
"bout harry"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"hey what's capitalism and capitalist"
the secrets says:
"it's the principle that we may employ someone else to do our job for us and that we can sell what we produce at whatever we can get for it."
the secrets says:
"+ somemore."
the secrets says:
"Like Free Markets"
Melancholia says:
"a bad thing..."
Melancholia says:
"anything to do with no tax?"
the secrets says:
yes
the secrets says:
"i reckon so, slightly"
the secrets says:
"if you were a Libertarian"
Melancholia says:
"whcih is"
the secrets says:
"someone who is selfish. "
the secrets says:
"look it up"
the secrets says:
"it's very different from being a liberal."
Melancholia says:
"Your intelligence is quite sexy pete."
Melancholia says:
Melancholia says:
"not to let that cloud me if sucking all your knowledge out of you."
the secrets says:
"it#s nice to think. I'm not saying that i'm right. These r just some thoughts."
the secrets says:
"i'm sorry. U know, I don't care to relate to other people"
Melancholia says:
"eh?"
Melancholia says:
"you'd rather....educate or argue?"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"i like to be educated you see"
Melancholia says:
"i love to learn."
the secrets says:
"i liek to be educated too."
the secrets says:
"It's hard to find reliable person-sources here"
Melancholia says:
"really....this is so vague...but i figure once you learn all you can about politics/society...if you can either fall hopelessly in love or become enlightened, after all that....all that is left is opinion. that's what i'm getting at...you can know it all...but at the end it's what YOU KNOW to be right and wrong."
the secrets says:
"yeah, sure. But what you konw is contingent with a reality somewhere, and what YOU KNOW is either reliably link or it is unreliably linked"
Melancholia says:
"so learn objectively (cld be the wrong word) not being involved until you can be positive about what you know to be right....though we are intuitively drawn to what we believe anyway...."
Melancholia says:
"art is an issue"
the secrets says:
"poetry is an issue. Politics too. Postmodernism only represents certain fields of ontology (ontology is the name for the philosophical subject of truth)"
the secrets says:
"sorry not truth, Knowledge"
Melancholia says:
"what you know to be right, is rationalist, i think."
the secrets says:
"mmmm"
the secrets says:
"but elaborate"
Melancholia says:
"well, i am intrinsically (cld be the wrong wrd again) drawn...to my freedom ideals...and i am artistic, naturally...i just have the ability."
Melancholia says:
"it's so hard expressing this"
Melancholia says:
"like all these little things like envy"
Melancholia says:
"envy!"
Melancholia says:
"but then again"
Melancholia says:
"what makes me envious...is that somebody has a beter ability to gain...and thus has an easier life, which i desire"
the secrets says:
"wait........"
the secrets says:
"so"
the secrets says:
"you feel intrisically drawn to something"
the secrets says:
"or not;"
the secrets says:
"personally i'd substitute intrinsic with subconsious"
Melancholia says:
"yeah"
Melancholia says:
"i got really into the argument of ratioanlism and empiricism"
Melancholia says:
"am into"
the secrets says:
"existentialism is supposed to be a middle ground"
Melancholia says:
"hence art"
Melancholia says:
"hence undefined"
Melancholia says:
"i fucking love it but at the same time i hate it"
the secrets says:
"hence "is""
the secrets says:
"rationalism?"
the secrets says:
"it leads to arrogance. "
Melancholia says:
"no, i suppose you'd say existentialism"
the secrets says:
"i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"
the secrets says:
"rationalist"
the secrets says:
" well, i appear to be"
Melancholia says:
"what rationalism? Yeah, i've ben labelled arrogant more than i'd like recently....i just insist that i am born with these skills"
Melancholia says:
"these talents"
Melancholia says:
"who else would know but myself"
the secrets says:
"that';s the jealousy part"
the secrets says:
"i've wirten a poem about it"
Melancholia says:
"envious of a ratioalists certainty due to the fact that he has talents unnattainable through experience"
Melancholia says:
"booyah!"
the secrets says:
""my country is forstering a gangreen.
She protrudes and weeps in the general stores
[...] is green""
Melancholia says:
"according to the defenition it says that a libertarian is someone who believes in free will."
Melancholia says:
"so when you say selfish do you mean they ant free will at the disregard of others yes?"
the secrets says:
"find a political definition"
the secrets says:
"or remove the capital letter"
the secrets says:
"a neo-liberal, I think, is a thatcherite"
Melancholia says:
"that's another issue, does such a pathetically soft governent discourage rebellion?"
the secrets says:
"and THEY don't believe in society, or that we cannot blame 'social' problems on the wider society. They believe that we are utterly responsible for our lives and how they are."
the secrets says:
"yes"
the secrets says:
"or"
Melancholia says:
"you can't fight what's not fighting you "
the secrets says:
"all governments discourage rebellion/"
the secrets says:
"don't they?> that's what there there for. To keep the peace."
Melancholia says:
"hmmmmmn"
Melancholia says:
"but how else do you form change?"
Melancholia says:
"you can't fight what's not fighting you "
Melancholia says:
"i think to your poem actually"
Melancholia says:
"t's almost like glucose isn't it"
Melancholia says:
"viscous"
teleological says:
"the one that i showed you yesterday"
Melancholia says:
"yeah yeah"
teleological says:
"mm"
teleological says:
"thanks"
Melancholia says:
"i just thought of the whole viscous thing"
Melancholia says:
"how do you...stop pouring glucose???!"
Melancholia says:
"flowing viscous fluid...freeze it?"
teleological says:
"-ive been thinking to the thought that you remind me of a younger me-"
teleological says:
"yes"
teleological says:
"that's what they want"
teleological says:
"maybe that's good"
teleological says:
"we don't need to be heated and warlike"
teleological says:
"we can freeze the shit "
teleological says:
"and live on top of it. "
Melancholia says:
"i had a flash of nietzche a minute ago "
Melancholia says:
"can't remember why now"
teleological says:
"i wish that i still had flashes"
teleological says:
"i'm so old"
teleological says:
"i'm going to get fit"
Melancholia says:
"yeah me too"
Melancholia says:
"i want beauty in order to obtain things with ease"
Melancholia says:
"lol"
Melancholia says:
"hahaha"
teleological says:
"beauty would be hard work"
teleological says:
"sometimes"
teleological says:
"hard to achieve"
Melancholia says:
"but beauty is art you see"
teleological says:
"sometimes i just don't care what I look like whne I go out"
teleological says:
"they're my happiest days"
Melancholia says:
"yeah"
teleological says:
"no it isn't. Art is ideas*" [i don't believe this]
Melancholia says:
"i used to have that on a comedown"
teleological says:
"kinda"
Melancholia says:
"yeah "
Melancholia says:
"but no"
Melancholia says:
"art i think is beauty"
Melancholia says:
"isn't it"
Melancholia says:
"a thing of"
teleological says:
"i need to learn"
teleological says:
"i shoudl put all of my energy into learning"
teleological says:
"i'll stay here at the computer and i'll go and read"
teleological says:
"but i needn't go out"
teleological says:
"i have my XBOX now."
teleological says:
"..."
Melancholia says:
"perfection exists within art (music specifically) the natural fit f one note harmoniously with another!"
Melancholia says:
"that rationalsit i think...?"
Melancholia says:
"aswell as dischord"
Melancholia says:
"what about dischords...???!!"
Melancholia says:
"i am laughing like a madone"
teleological says:
"aha but if it was rationalist htne the notes and intervals would have been invented and not discovered"
Melancholia says:
"phewwww"
teleological says:
"btw, genius isn't a kind of dissease"
Melancholia says:
"*breathes deepaaaaaaaa*"
Melancholia says:
"but harmony exists...it was discovered, but there was distinction between what was harmony and what wasn't"
Melancholia says:
"just because"
Melancholia says:
"pleasent"
Melancholia says:
"what sounded more pleasent"
Melancholia says:
"opinion, right and wrong....but art (music) was predefined...surely?"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"just like mathmatics"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"music isn't like the other arts BUT"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"there is science involved in colour, in shapes, and science, moreover, is like art"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"science isn't like mathmatics."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"it may use mathmatics."
Melancholia says:
"maths...."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"yo"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"buy the new U2 album"
Melancholia says:
"yeah, the new track they'vebrought out not vertigo, is good
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about "
Nietszche says:
"must be. I reckon vertigo was inspired by the last OP demo, or a demo like it"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"u2, are a good band"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"they are"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"just a bit....weird"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"mm"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"the latest album i think sounds like it was put together quite quickly, like bono had a load of lyrics and he wanted to get it all down. The songs are simple. there's one that's a goodwill gesture toward John Frusciante"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"john is lush"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"i've been listening to nick drake loads...and heard the kinks live the other day that was fucking."
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"have you read sartre? pete, read the doors of perception."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"dont' speak less about what you think you will become how i became. Don't fuckign conform just adapt, evolve, become supernormal"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i'll read it"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i've read some satre, enough to get a handle on his personality"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"and i've read a fair old bit about him"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"the more i speak about what i think, the more pople think me arrogant and find me less attractive and are less willing to put up with me, i need to wait until i...can project it in an artistic way, so that it has appeal...culture it i spose you could say, lol, fucking marinade it!"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"don't be lazy, i guess that's the key"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"or someting"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i don't always put things accross in an attractive way"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i just spit it out"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah that's a bastard but you feel so much better once you've got up off you ass"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i'm far too literal when i'm stoned "
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"it's TOO MUCH perception"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"dare i be so bold and say that depression..is in part due to laziness"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"be so bold"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"no one takes it into consideraton"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"they don't have to mention it"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"yeah, the complete other side of the coin"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"they just judge you. "
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"but"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"Camus said that none of the intelligent people that he knew were happy"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"well, it seems that you would naturally be alienated, ever heard of kerouac? He said "mad ones, mad to live blah blah, who never say a commonplace thing but just burn burn burn" "
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"that's very good"
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"i love that"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"as difficult as ...."they/majority of others" fin it to hold intelligent discussion "we/intelligent people" find with bollocks talk"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"so thus become alienated, thus become depressed...freud etc."
this year i'm going to learn responsibly and forget about Nietszche says:
"as difficult as ...."they/majority of others" fin it to hold intelligent discussion "we/intelligent people" find with bollocks talk ??/"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"lol!"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"i can't hold a dull conversation...this is the longest conversation, that i have had in a while"
This year i am going to speak less about what i think! says:
"wicked"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"You should also check out the biography of jim morrison"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"i get loads from that"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"this conversation has a thread. How many people do you find who can have a thread through their conversations for more than 2 minutes?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"iv'e seen the Doors Film"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"yeah.....i used to love it...but it's basically the biography, infact completely."
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"jsut a few things made more hollywood romance, the organist from the doors salted it to fuck"
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"*slated"
[...]
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
yeah.
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"it seems like it's just too dangerous to think"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"they think that it makes you ill and that being ill will kill you"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
[...]
YES I DO THINK YOU'RE WRONG! says:
"is she an artist?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"she's a reasonable poet"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"but she doesn't take her work seriously when she isn't in a mania"
Bring it. says:
"this will sound fucked up, perhaps...could this girl not be...a... ghandi protesters you know? Stepping forward and having to die as loads did...she...could never have been the other way"
Bring it. says:
"maybe"
Bring it. says:
"that's a bit grand and fucked"
Bring it. says:
"thinkers"
Bring it. says:
"i now am going but will be back later, with sound"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"oh, ok"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"i'll be around"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"hey, i've been thinking about calling you."
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"what;s a ghandi protestor?"
alright, I WOULD shit on your opinions* (please don't take offence at this. It is directed at the manager of Bargain Booze,Sher.) says:
"i understand what you said after, about free will?"
Bring it. says:
"not yet, i'm surrounded by judgemental idiots (family...blah) i just thought of the ghandi movie, with those protesters who had to walk forward and get shit, walk again, get shot, keep going until...just some people maybe....i would need to think this through more...some people have to die, and they are braver than we could ever be, coz i don't know if i want to die for it yet...i will think it th"
Bring it. says:
"rough while this woman fixes our pc"
Bring it. says:
"and make it sound better"
Bring it. says:
"b back soon love amy zzzzxxzz"
hickuphelpline:
welcome to the hotel california