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i have never been as I must be now.



I cannot offer adequet appologies to whomever may be involved or become involved. That's something to do with the way that my eyes are functioning. I hate this paranoia a whole lot. I'm going home for a spliff and a sleep.




Could a couple of my friends put a word in, especially the ones who actually know what is going on, because I don't.


Believe me. I would have done things differently. I will do things differently. You live and learn. You live.


Really, I don't like pain.


I've given away so many details about myself. I am waiting for a serial killer to try and rip me appart. God. I should not have drank that mushroom tea last night but this is all so suspicious. Someone tell me something about a serial killer who likes trains? ...I had a reoccuring vision as a child...

ahh. It's all good fun. I revel in it most of the time. Sorry for wasting your time.