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I feel suprisingly well but I owe the Cooperative Bank 91. they have been charging me for my overdraft at 15 pounds a withdrawal, withdrawals I don't remember so SGworld and your 5.15 a month, don't feel bad.

If I had checked my ballence a month ago this would not have happend but I was too optimistic to visit a cash point up until last night, they started charging and now I'm in some serious debt. I'm paying for my gal to come to Bacellona with me after Christmas because I don't want to go with my mum and sister. The four of us... it shall be interesting and will probably encourage me to move out. and I want to travel more next summer. Grr life is so complicated sometimes.

The closing date for UCAS aplications is the 15th of January. I need to forget this date and get on with it because I want to read art history and philosophy or cultural studies at either University College London or King's. There are other places.

I have a headache and I'm waiting for alix to call. I'm not bored because i'm always doing something. It's a pity that my sister insisted when we were small that only boring people get bored. That might be why I am schizotypal now - I told myself stories in my head to pass the time. I do think that I have all of the PDs except the Narcissist and Boarderline though. Paranoia is awful.



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