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twas a good day. First proper bit of jobing at my mum's work, met alix in the afternoon, gonna watch King Lear tonight on video.

There's an application to be made and I am fast becoming on of the last people to get it done. Therefore, I go now. xxx
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damn these elbows!!!!!
twice


fuck it.

i 'M NOT EVEN GOING TO TELL YOU WHAT YESTERDAY WAS NOW.

bye.
frankeng:
eeek shocked shocked eeek
frankeng:
sorry to hear that man hope offer thing go well for you mum
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I have one cracking paragraph of personal statement written and no more. The TV in my room is just too sublime.
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pushit:
thanks babe.... looks like things will be okay... she's awake and talking.
lielock:
another new name....
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Finally! I have my house back and I can continue to play lord. Rocky is my first lieutenant; Lib is the house sergeant; that makes my mum the bishop, raising funds, and my sister, hence, the Prince.

Its even darker in the crescent room now. The walls are golden.
When Im super rich Ill render a wall with gold.


Als in Paris with Jon.

I...
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hickuphelpline:
On 3rd Watch today there was a woman with an invisible cat that was called Liberty. That was strange because sometimes people don't believe that Liberty (in "photographs") was named Liberty and not just Libby.

Two days previously there was a contestant on Cash in the Attic, a sucessful British record producer, and no i don't know his name, who used the word "simpatico" to describe his feelings towards a minature horse in a framed cartoon that he was selling.

I have rigged a television in my room by way of lots of cables. It's shit I need a stand for it and I haven't a remote control. I would not be surprised if it was confirmed that someone in the television world was spying on me and if so I want it to stop. I have an invested interest in broadcasting and I want to see it pure and not contaminated with me.

This follows two days running when first "The Black Death", a fucking crap movie, was aired and then the next day there was a plague on Murder She Wrote I believe, or 3rd Watch again. Jessica Fletcher, I'll add, is so unamerican.

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hickuphelpline:
I have not eaten one single thing today that was not made of cake. I have found a bottle of Sainsbury's RESERVE SELECTION Cabernet Sauvignon atop a bookcase and promptly I will drink it. This is a bad idea for many many reasons. Of the reasons the fact that it is Chilean grieves me the most because I've heard that the vines there are treated very harsly with pestacides and fungacides. I shouldn't drink this but there is a private scheme in my mind that excuses it. I cannot even call this nihilism. Somebody give me an ASBO, but I wont accept it without flowers.
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Blah blah, the house is filled with vapours. I've slept all afternoon again.

Someone will be accoumpanying my immediate family to Barcelona.
O my lfe is never easy. I wouldn't want you to meet my mother.
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pushit:
haning out with the old gang..... no worries more than boys..... i miss being naive.
frankeng:
have funn
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Old Camus' expression over there is so wonderous. Sometimes we have a good laugh together.



Djezzica started a dangerous precident by ditching Beth. Beth was Dj's best friend.

Ronnie you should take care. Your activities and horizons are limited. You are a bigot and exstensively arrogant. This is what is happening. It would serve me in certain circles to be rid of you and as...
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pushit:
oh it's alright.......... just bored not knowing anyone though.
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We are friends
by which we intend
not to be voyers
Or I hope so I couldn't bear it.
happyness is a thearaputic, honourable aim.
Happyness and lonelyness are...
well i wrote this wrong in the first place so I don't think that I will be able to correct it with sticking words. Intial fictional? No.
I've been taking appart cupboards and bending screws. I...
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frankeng:
i have no clue???
frankeng:
interresting
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it's all builders, gas board people, electricians and delivery men here.

I don't wanna care, I am dange-rous,
Leave me out of it
Because my mind's not wierd properly,
And if I'm slipping, read it out to me.
I am dyslexic - leave me out of it.
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hickuphelpline:
the world needs us, badly. That's what I mean.
frankeng:
oh me so stupid
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Not for vanity
___________



So, that thing below happened tonight.

I don't know what I should make of myself.
I do love her but... I need more from her.
It's a large deal.
I'm not the hardest person in the world to get on with. complicated, but if I don't believe her eyes how can I look after myself?
And if I am not well...
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frankeng:
interesting
anissa:
The most complex part of the human body is tied not with veins to the lungs or liver, but to the heart with very, VERY durable, yet, spider fine threads.

rats... whatever
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Today has been strange and unusual.


I made friends with Alix over internation politics. UNICEF Go here and donate for Sudan because.

If you don't you are not as a good as you think you are.

I met my great aunt today, went mad on a board, became a number one fan, wished I had one.


It's so late now. Time for bed and Sartre's...
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hickuphelpline:
why was today so strange?

I don't konw why but I felt strange.


Halfway to lots of places feels strange and maybe it was that. Like halfway interested in my great aunt. Halfway into darlings good books, although I think i am entirely well thought of by her now.

She has this address. Ooh that might change a thing or two.

I feel almost powerful and in the command seat.

But i'm still a pair of ragged claws.

and I shouldnt rely on TS Eliot, and definitely not rely on J. Alfred Prufrock. I don't know Eliots names.





frankeng:
looney toons time smile smile