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My best friend Adele stayed over at mine for 2 nights this week, having not seen her since about febuary I realised I'd missed her more than I first thought! The downside is she's seeing somebody and I've fancied her and she's fancied me for 2 years, so I must admit I was and still am a bit depressed that i haven't had the chance to even have a relationship with her! So I will give the whole back story to my relationship with her as I dont know what to write at the moment!!!
We first got chatting through MySpace.com about 2 years ago, and got on really well so we decided to meet up after about 2 months. We met up walked around Birmingham city centre for a couple of hours then went our seperate ways. We chatted even more online and through text, met up a couple more times and so on.
Adele told me she was looking for a new job as she wasnt happy where she was working at the time, so I told her there was jobs going at Gamestation B'ham New St (which is where i worked). So she applied, I told the manager I knew her and she was cool and had a bit of knowledge on gaming! She subsequently got employed!!! I then broke up with the girl I had been seeing for just over a month as after a long conversation with Adele we had both finally admitted we liked each other! The next night I was at work and Adele text me she was on her way back to Brum from Wolvo uni where she'd had a drink or 3, so I met her from the train station and we went to the pub where we sat, chatted, drank, and finally kissed.
Then after deciding we should maybe stay friends a bit longer she started having a relationship with 1 of the other guy's from work, which to be honest hurt me!!! for the following 13 months I proceeded to get drunk have many random short relationships, left GS New Street for D&A, left D&A to work for Gamestation (again) but this time in Burton On Trent, Then moved to live in Burton.
Then Adele became single, I was flirting with somebody who I might have had a relationship with (but that went to the shitter pretty quick). Then about a week before Adele was to come over and stay at mine she dropped the bombshell that she's seeing somebody else, my heart sank!!!!
Then she stayed over and I was happier than I have been for a long time!! and on her final night out of the 2 that she stayed over we finally after 2 years of wanting each other but not really being able to do anything about it we had sex. Now this is without the guy she's seeing knowing about it!
And now I have to know if it was a bad idea that we had sex?
And I really want to know why the pair of us just cant seem to pull out fingers out and get together properly!!?!!
My head is fairly screwed up at the moment and I'm not sure what to do for the best! I have nobody who I can confide in easily except for Adele!! So I have bared my feeling and soul to people I don't even know on a website! Hoping to get some good advice! But it does feel better to have gotten this all off my chest!!!
My best friend Adele stayed over at mine for 2 nights this week, having not seen her since about febuary I realised I'd missed her more than I first thought! The downside is she's seeing somebody and I've fancied her and she's fancied me for 2 years, so I must admit I was and still am a bit depressed that i haven't had the chance to even have a relationship with her! So I will give the whole back story to my relationship with her as I dont know what to write at the moment!!!
We first got chatting through MySpace.com about 2 years ago, and got on really well so we decided to meet up after about 2 months. We met up walked around Birmingham city centre for a couple of hours then went our seperate ways. We chatted even more online and through text, met up a couple more times and so on.
Adele told me she was looking for a new job as she wasnt happy where she was working at the time, so I told her there was jobs going at Gamestation B'ham New St (which is where i worked). So she applied, I told the manager I knew her and she was cool and had a bit of knowledge on gaming! She subsequently got employed!!! I then broke up with the girl I had been seeing for just over a month as after a long conversation with Adele we had both finally admitted we liked each other! The next night I was at work and Adele text me she was on her way back to Brum from Wolvo uni where she'd had a drink or 3, so I met her from the train station and we went to the pub where we sat, chatted, drank, and finally kissed.
Then after deciding we should maybe stay friends a bit longer she started having a relationship with 1 of the other guy's from work, which to be honest hurt me!!! for the following 13 months I proceeded to get drunk have many random short relationships, left GS New Street for D&A, left D&A to work for Gamestation (again) but this time in Burton On Trent, Then moved to live in Burton.
Then Adele became single, I was flirting with somebody who I might have had a relationship with (but that went to the shitter pretty quick). Then about a week before Adele was to come over and stay at mine she dropped the bombshell that she's seeing somebody else, my heart sank!!!!
Then she stayed over and I was happier than I have been for a long time!! and on her final night out of the 2 that she stayed over we finally after 2 years of wanting each other but not really being able to do anything about it we had sex. Now this is without the guy she's seeing knowing about it!
And now I have to know if it was a bad idea that we had sex?
And I really want to know why the pair of us just cant seem to pull out fingers out and get together properly!!?!!
My head is fairly screwed up at the moment and I'm not sure what to do for the best! I have nobody who I can confide in easily except for Adele!! So I have bared my feeling and soul to people I don't even know on a website! Hoping to get some good advice! But it does feel better to have gotten this all off my chest!!!