Im sorry I have to say but ya look like your sad, your smile is gone, I noticed it bad......
ahhhh..... I dont know what to do anymore! I have 3 options as far as I can see;
1) Keep chasing the girl I really really like and eventually start working in Brum again so I can be with her if I get anywhere.
2) move to Burton On Trent, forget all about the girl, live alone, and try to find happiness there.
3) Give up chasing the girl, get a job in Brum in the new year, and hope things eventually pan out nicely!
The worst of it is she is seeing somebody, but its not serious. Im quite close to her but to be honest I could honestly see myself falling in love with her! (And thats a big statement for me to make as Ive not wanted a full on relationship for 5 years)! Its slowly getting me down!
Another thing being I need to move out of my moms because I dont think I can take much more of her drinking, forgetfulness and her so anti social behaviour! Plus she still treats me like a kid, Im not sure if she realises Im 21!!!
In other news, Ive decided to get Cloud and Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children tattooed on my leg at some point because it should look ace!!!
ahhhh..... I dont know what to do anymore! I have 3 options as far as I can see;
1) Keep chasing the girl I really really like and eventually start working in Brum again so I can be with her if I get anywhere.
2) move to Burton On Trent, forget all about the girl, live alone, and try to find happiness there.
3) Give up chasing the girl, get a job in Brum in the new year, and hope things eventually pan out nicely!
The worst of it is she is seeing somebody, but its not serious. Im quite close to her but to be honest I could honestly see myself falling in love with her! (And thats a big statement for me to make as Ive not wanted a full on relationship for 5 years)! Its slowly getting me down!
Another thing being I need to move out of my moms because I dont think I can take much more of her drinking, forgetfulness and her so anti social behaviour! Plus she still treats me like a kid, Im not sure if she realises Im 21!!!
In other news, Ive decided to get Cloud and Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children tattooed on my leg at some point because it should look ace!!!
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