hexek

Well, today is one day closer to THE day....

My soon-to-be-ex-wife get back from deployment to Iraq on sunday. We have decided that we dont get along as a couple and are definatelly going our own ways. But I still feel so nervous and happy and angry at her coming home. I so much just want to hung her and kiss her and tell her how I just want to start over and try again that I want to spoil her and show her we can make it work, but I cant. Either way when she gets here on sunday I know Im going to be so nervious.

Im having a big party saturday night to kinda..... well I dont know really, I just am. And Im having all of my close friends come, I just dont know how to feel. I want to do what I think would make us happier, but I love her.... AAAHHHHH!!!

Anyways, I have been enjoying the time I can get with my friends, who are without a double the coolest people I have ever met. I really dont know what I would do without them.

AND!!!

I am now PROMOTED!! I ran my last conductor trip for Union Pacific Railroad.... I am now starting school on monday for engineer. That makes me a fireman. Fireman because thats what they called the engineers assistant in the old days, cause the fireman shoveled coal when he wasn,t helping the engineer. either way its a promotion and more $$$$$$

Drop a line and say hi if anyone reads this, I love knowing people actually read my crap.

America, FUCK YEAH!! Cause freedom costs a Buck-O-Five!!!