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You know...I keep reading some journals (here and other places...) about how happy people are. About how it's so sunny and warm and they have such wonderful friends and blah blah blah. Well it's 15 degrees here. I couldn't even go to dinner because they dining halls were closed due to a winter weather advisory. The sun never wants to shine. I never get to...
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Why has mother nature forsaken us? It is so cold, and I am getting sick. I have not eaten much and the cold is being unkind to my tiny body.

Listening to Gish. "Siva". Haven't heard this in a while.

I really wish it was May. May is warm and sunny. May means the end is near.

Too much to take care of...

EDIT...
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Tired. That is all...

Was ist hoch, mein Hund!!!??? Ahhh, butchering the German language...

Is anyone else ready for summer? I was walking back to my room from class this morning, having fantasies about parties and warm weather. I will not be a social hermit this summer, so SGIndy better entertain me. Summer is also a time of employment (please Vibes...hire me. Please Indy CD and Vinyl...hire me. I'd...
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My new fabulous mix. I enjoy it. You should too, fucker!

1.Army of Me-B'Jork
2.Sweat-Tool
3.Fascination St.-The Cure
4.PDA-Interpol
5.Without you I'm Nothing-Placebo w/ Bowie
6.Dead Souls-Joy Division
7.Christian Woman-Type O Negative
8.Intolerance-Tool
9.Just like a Heaven-The Cure
10.Sweeter than Anything-PJ Harvey
11.Karma Police-Radiohead
12.The Sky is Broken-Moby
13.Love will tear us apart-Joy Division
14.Part of Me-Tool
15.Never Enough-The Cure
16.Linger-Portishead
17.Cirkus-King Crimson

yay!

so....
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Oh I spent far too much money today. On my adventure out into the snowy cold I purchased the following:

A pair of jeans
A black silk camisole w/ flower embroidery at the bottom
A plum sweater with three buttons on the shoulder
2 X-Files tapes
A Lamb of God CD for my brother
A pack of CD-Rs


I spent 75 dollars. Hrm.

"Army of...
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I have come to the conclusion that it is nearly impossible for me to form relationships and get close to people. I recoil when a family member or friend tries to hug me, I can't look people in the eye and I turn down nearly every social invitation that is given. Hm. That is my breakthrough. Enjoy.

I keep playing Placebo's "Without you I'm nothing". It's like I woke up yesterday and this was my favorite song. Weird.

Anyway...I need to make a mix CD this weekend. Suggestions?

OK, I'm in my room listening to my cds and my roomate comes in and is playing her music at the same time I am on her computer. Now, am I wrong to find this extremely rude? It's such a petty and immature attempt at trying to get me to turn my music off. I mean, if she would have asked to listen to her...
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like some modern day gypsy landslide, like some modern day Bonnie and Clyde

I don't think my brain works anymore...