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OK I was being completely emo yesterday. I was bombarded by a lot of shit in both real life and internet world (sg and other junk) in rapid succession and my head assploded and I had a mini break down. So...yeah, I suppose I am not going anywhere. For now...

in other news: what the fuck is wrong with scientologists? Cult! Cult!

I actually have food in the house now, how bout that?

My hair has actually grown a little. It still looks weird. I have a little girl hair cut circa 1992, but that's what clips and hair bands are for. I don't believe in heat styling, I think it's the devil. So I wear my hair up to mask it's utter dorkiness.

oh man, I wish it was the holiday season. I am tired of the heat. I want the cold!

I want to go get my lady luck tattoos filled in with black. I think it would be less noticeable. but we'll see.

dilemna! I have departmental auditions the same day I have to renew my military id, which doubles as my medical insurance card. if I don't have that card, I don't get medical insurance, hence I do not get my medicine and I will be seizing and my liscence will be taken away and all hell will break loose. *breath* what shall I do? hm.

also: I like Michael more than I like Troy in Reality Bites. Troy is kind of an asshole. and he has hella greasy hair. ew.

p.s. : it has come to my attention that I never cry. Not even when I'm by myself anymore. If I feel tears coming on, I force them back. I do not like to cry.

p.p.s. : would you be disturbed if I told you I was slightly attracted to Bob Saget?