I should just stop posting on the boards. Why must everyone be an asshole? 
anyway, my new apartment is a mess.
ok I am annoyed. A friend kept my stuff in his apartment when I had the whole eviction drama a couple weeks ago. I thanked him 8 million times, left a thankyou every other day in his livejournal (ignore the lameness of lj for a moment.) and he helped me move Tuesday and I thanked him 8 million more times, as did my mother. a couple weeks ago I offered him money for helping me, and he said "don't worry about it". I read his journal and he's whining about how no one thanked him or "compensated" him. what!?
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I don't know if I want to be a part of this site anymore. I am sick and tired of all the rude assholes, the arrogance, the ultra-liberalism, the stupid drama. I am tired of the sarcasm. I am tired of this attitude that it's cool to be mean and rude and belittling. The past two years this site hasn't exactly made me happy. I don't have what it takes to be an SG and I don't think I have what it takes to be a member anymore. I want to be happy and kind and this site hardening me and making me a cynical bitch and gives me general feelings of anxiety. This site has lowered my self esteem in many ways. I'm tired of not feeling "cool" enough to join the stupid little cliques here. It's just like high school...with tattoos and nakedness. I think I'm too nice to really fit in here. I like everyone on my friends list and I like the groups that I own. I like reading people's journals, but I need to live without the internet for a while. Since I was sophomore in high school there has always been a website or something that has consumed hours and hours of my time. I want an actual life with actual people. I have a free account until April. I wish I had a paid account so I can let it lapse.
note: no one specific did this. I've had these feelings for the past couple months and it's all starting to bubble over. once the school year starts I won't even be around. I don't know if I'm going anon or not, but this is how I feel right now. It may change. But right now I feel strongly about this.
anyway, my new apartment is a mess.
ok I am annoyed. A friend kept my stuff in his apartment when I had the whole eviction drama a couple weeks ago. I thanked him 8 million times, left a thankyou every other day in his livejournal (ignore the lameness of lj for a moment.) and he helped me move Tuesday and I thanked him 8 million more times, as did my mother. a couple weeks ago I offered him money for helping me, and he said "don't worry about it". I read his journal and he's whining about how no one thanked him or "compensated" him. what!?
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I don't know if I want to be a part of this site anymore. I am sick and tired of all the rude assholes, the arrogance, the ultra-liberalism, the stupid drama. I am tired of the sarcasm. I am tired of this attitude that it's cool to be mean and rude and belittling. The past two years this site hasn't exactly made me happy. I don't have what it takes to be an SG and I don't think I have what it takes to be a member anymore. I want to be happy and kind and this site hardening me and making me a cynical bitch and gives me general feelings of anxiety. This site has lowered my self esteem in many ways. I'm tired of not feeling "cool" enough to join the stupid little cliques here. It's just like high school...with tattoos and nakedness. I think I'm too nice to really fit in here. I like everyone on my friends list and I like the groups that I own. I like reading people's journals, but I need to live without the internet for a while. Since I was sophomore in high school there has always been a website or something that has consumed hours and hours of my time. I want an actual life with actual people. I have a free account until April. I wish I had a paid account so I can let it lapse.
note: no one specific did this. I've had these feelings for the past couple months and it's all starting to bubble over. once the school year starts I won't even be around. I don't know if I'm going anon or not, but this is how I feel right now. It may change. But right now I feel strongly about this.
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and whaddya mean you dont have what it takes to be a member here on the site?
I like how everyone is posting pictures of their kids after you started a thread talking about what a fucking bloody pain in the ass people are when they do stupid narcissistic shit like that. I just don't get it.