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So I tried to go to sleep since I have to get up at 6 am (6 am. everyday this summer for work. I am officially a growed up.) but couldn't sleep so here I am at my computer, sipping apple juice and listening to mix cds. *sigh* I have the most fucked up sleep patterns. Dead tired during the day to the point of not being to hold my eyes open so I crawl in bed and pass out for 5 hours. Then I'm wide awake all night. I always hit the wall about 1-3 during the day, then get a recharge around 8 pm. I sometimes feel like I'm awake 24/7. Oh how I long for Friday night/Saturday morning. Sleep.

I sometimes wonder if this new life I have is even real. It seems too good to be true at times. I'm waiting for people to figure me out and take it all away at any moment. Now if a certain boy came a callin' and I got cast in a show for this coming semester I will be really suspicious.

I start work tomorrow morning. I need a paycheck soon. I have 97 dollars in my account after buying a flash drive and paying electric today. I have to start paying my new lease next month. Eeep. I guess I'm not that much of an adult since I have to call mommy and daddy to give me money.

I am looking forward to 2:30 pm today. My day shall be over, and it shall be nap time once again.