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Sometimes I think I'll never grow out of my shy-antisocial-angry-ness. And that I'm doomed to spend an eternity alone.

I really can't fucking stand my roommate's boyfriend. He's a pathetic loser who couldn't handle women his own age so goes and nabs the first 17 year old he sees (He's 27 and has been dating her 2 years.). He spends her money, drives her car, talks down to me like he's my superior, takes over the TV in my own fucking house, and in general is a DICK. Plus he is here all.the.fucking.time. I wish he would just stay in Ohio and stop coming here every weekend. I live here too, and would like the apartment boyfriend-free for once. And to be petty he's ignorant, has horrible taste in music/movies/TV and is a bad driver.

I was dragged to a show choir competition today.

I wish I could fast forward to 5 years from now. Away from Indiana. Away from these boring ass people. Away from the small-mind that is mid-america.

We started shooting last night. Took about 3 hours to get about 10 minutes of footage. Spent most of the night waiting around. That's movie making for you.

I slept from 4:30 to 9:30 today. I'm about to go back to sleep and drift off to dream land, for real.

I really wish I had my car. I hate having to rely on other people.

I'm in a sour mood.