Well, since I'm pretty much unemployed, I've decided to open a stall for baked goods. I'll operate from markets to begin with and hopefully move on to catering, and then my own bakery/cafe/deli!
It'll be called The Flour Garden, isn't that sweet?
I'll start with bite-sized morsels, one bite lemon meringues and cakes, loafs of banana bread and beigli big enough for two to share and whatnot. Then catering I'll move onto cheese platters as well, maybe even have an espresso machine too, liqueur coffees and short blacks. Yum yum. I'll post pictures when I have them.
Tomorrow is my nieces birthday, she's having three celebrations, and I'm doing cakes for all of them. The first is just a lunch with me, her mum and her grandma, I'm making cupcakes for that, pink ones with white icing and <3 shaped coconut ice on top. Then we're going to underwater world next week, making layered individual rainbow cakes for then, and for her proper party, I'll make a two-layer sponge with jam and cream and fresh strawberries
Anyway, I'm kind of trying to distract myself because today is made of suck. One of my friends just accidentally got pregnant, and my partner and I have been trying for more than 18 months, and are no closer. Fuck people who get accidentally pregnant. (not really, that's mostly my own bitterness speaking.)
It just makes me so sad. Junkies and 15 year olds who can't even take care of a child walking around pregnant. But not me. I had a shitty childhood and I'm not going to get the chance to give someone the life I didn't get. And I'm so sick of hearing "it'll happen when it's meant to happen" and "maybe it's for the best." Christ, I didn't tell you about one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through so you could spout cliches at me. And worse? I've told people we can't have children. My partner is infertile. But they still manage to bring up at every dinner party how glad they are they don't have kids and how they never want them. I was babysitting for a friend and she was complaining about pregnancy to me and she said, I kid you not "You're lucky you won't have to go through it. "
But Im going to focus on the bakery. Keep practicing, keep my mind off it. It's not everything, I just thought it was. I'll get a dog, haha.
I'm actually pretty good about it most days, today is just a bad day.
Also, my partner had a dream last night about me and him, one of my friends and two suicide girls. Naughty. Very hot though
It'll be called The Flour Garden, isn't that sweet?
I'll start with bite-sized morsels, one bite lemon meringues and cakes, loafs of banana bread and beigli big enough for two to share and whatnot. Then catering I'll move onto cheese platters as well, maybe even have an espresso machine too, liqueur coffees and short blacks. Yum yum. I'll post pictures when I have them.
Tomorrow is my nieces birthday, she's having three celebrations, and I'm doing cakes for all of them. The first is just a lunch with me, her mum and her grandma, I'm making cupcakes for that, pink ones with white icing and <3 shaped coconut ice on top. Then we're going to underwater world next week, making layered individual rainbow cakes for then, and for her proper party, I'll make a two-layer sponge with jam and cream and fresh strawberries
Anyway, I'm kind of trying to distract myself because today is made of suck. One of my friends just accidentally got pregnant, and my partner and I have been trying for more than 18 months, and are no closer. Fuck people who get accidentally pregnant. (not really, that's mostly my own bitterness speaking.)
It just makes me so sad. Junkies and 15 year olds who can't even take care of a child walking around pregnant. But not me. I had a shitty childhood and I'm not going to get the chance to give someone the life I didn't get. And I'm so sick of hearing "it'll happen when it's meant to happen" and "maybe it's for the best." Christ, I didn't tell you about one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through so you could spout cliches at me. And worse? I've told people we can't have children. My partner is infertile. But they still manage to bring up at every dinner party how glad they are they don't have kids and how they never want them. I was babysitting for a friend and she was complaining about pregnancy to me and she said, I kid you not "You're lucky you won't have to go through it. "
But Im going to focus on the bakery. Keep practicing, keep my mind off it. It's not everything, I just thought it was. I'll get a dog, haha.
I'm actually pretty good about it most days, today is just a bad day.
Also, my partner had a dream last night about me and him, one of my friends and two suicide girls. Naughty. Very hot though
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xmisskrisx:
Wow it's crazy how difficult they make it to adopt kids, you would think they would want to get them homes. I understand making sure they have a stable home and whatnot but geez!
hexcoderose:
Yeah I know! And they're putting through legislation to make it so you can't adopt a child from overseas. WTF!