I'm sick of lying awake at night with my mind racing because i'm so furious with my boyfriend. WTF!! ahhh, i'm sick of feeling like something is wrong with me because he never tries to have sex with me. I'm sick of fighting with him about it. I'm sick of holding back my agressive nature because I need him to show some agression. My nerves are shot. I dont know if i need to scream or cry or punch something. I'm sick of him not being able to tell when i'm hurting. when i'm upset. He's so fucking content with just doing the things that make him happy...while i lay in bed fighting with myself. I thought if i wrote about this i could let it out and i'd feel a bit better. But so far its not working. I just want to walk into the living room and just start punching his chest. I'm sick of being ignored. 
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Relationships are made or broken with communication. What's the use when there's one open party and one that's closed ff in their own little world. If you're truly being open about how you feel and what your needs are, and he's ignoring them, you have to say to yourself, "Is this how I want to live?" Sadly most people need that swift kick in the head of a wake-up call to realize what's going on, and most of the time it's to late.
If you're being open and honest with him and his reaction is to ignore or play dumb, then I'm sorry but chalk him up with the rest of the uncaring insensitive assholes that make up most of the male population. You deserve better, and he doesn't deserve you.
Anyways, best to you and yours, and I can't believe it's October. I hate Michigan, where did August go?