I'm still pretty exhausted and tired. A bit of an emotional wreck.
So on Monday my name twin and one of my closest friends leaves to move to Barcelona for at least 8 months. Last night I was in this bar with her crying her eyes out. Today my brother and his wife christened their week old baby.
I'm still recovering from this flu bug and sort of feel like I am walking on air. I have so much college work to do and am worrying a bit but I need sleep more than anything right now.
The last 2 days has made me feel more alone than ever. My friend leaving, being out with her and the guy she's seeing and everyone else being in a couple. My brother being settled down and my parents being so proud of having a grand child and awkward family questions about why I've still not found someone. I guess when it's the right time it will happen. At the moment I just feel so alone.
