hettie

I've had a month of madness in the fesitval. Hardly had time to think and now its over!

I've been seeing the guy form my work for a couple of weeks now since he got back his holidays. I kinda realise now why I've always gone for guys so much older than me. I kinda felt a bit like his mother trying to get him to wake up and go to work today and all his did was moan at me. If i hadnt done it he wouldnt have gone anywhere today. I really fucking annoys me when he's too lazy to go into work and I work my ass off at work then do my phoography modelling and burlesque ontop of all that.... and i wonder why I get ill all the time. lol

There's no such thing as a day off in my life. Then i get stupid models of flickr who want me to do free shoots and I say no becuase I dont want to have to work in a call centre the rest of my life so I can give away my skills for free then they have hissy fits at me blaaaaaaah.

Can I just have a nice easy life please????

Sorry I needed a rant.


Also I joined sugardaddie.com recently for a laugh. I've been asked out on so many dates although most of them are old, fat and ugly lol! I did however get chatted up by a rather cute published author (he has 2 books!!!), graphic designer and art director guy from London. He's really funny too bonusssss!


Also i'm 9st now and I managed to horrible fate of trying to get into a topshop size ten jeans today wooo. This is a good thing becuase topshop size ten jeans are teeny and more like a size 8. I used to struggle to get into a 14! lol

snyways off to wash my walls so I can paint my room then finnish my fan dance costume. There's never a dull day in my world!

xxx