It makes me feel so godmann useless when photoshoots I do go rubbish 
Either my beloved 20d is broken or else I fucked something up really bad as the white balance is soo soo bad. I'm ready to kick myself in the head, I didnt shoot RAW either as I coul only find one of my memory cards. I know thigns cant be perfect 100% of the time but it makes me feel so crap about myself a douby my abilities. I got this email today from my graphics teacher at school inviting me to the yearly meet up of old students and I was just like I left school 4 years ago and where the fuck have I got? I work in a call centre amd attempt to do photography when I'm not in work. I feel so fucking useless and that I wasted my life by choosing art college instead of graphic design.
Right i'm gonna stop ranting now and foccus on the fact that its 19 hours till the GTA 4 launch party. The perks of having a boyf who works for rockstar and worked on a large part of the end!
xxx
Either my beloved 20d is broken or else I fucked something up really bad as the white balance is soo soo bad. I'm ready to kick myself in the head, I didnt shoot RAW either as I coul only find one of my memory cards. I know thigns cant be perfect 100% of the time but it makes me feel so crap about myself a douby my abilities. I got this email today from my graphics teacher at school inviting me to the yearly meet up of old students and I was just like I left school 4 years ago and where the fuck have I got? I work in a call centre amd attempt to do photography when I'm not in work. I feel so fucking useless and that I wasted my life by choosing art college instead of graphic design.
Right i'm gonna stop ranting now and foccus on the fact that its 19 hours till the GTA 4 launch party. The perks of having a boyf who works for rockstar and worked on a large part of the end!
xxx
i would love to have the talent you have. you are so damn good at portraits and stuff. i on the other hand am a massive hack.
yeah working in a call centre isn't great but it allows you to work/pay for your photography.
i feel the same way you do sometimes, i work in a shop and am even lower down on the photography food chain than you think you are and it makes me want to give up.
chin up miss your awesome.