hettie

Hey SG

I never have time to update this thing. I'm always busy working or snapping or editing or seeing my boyfriend.

Me and Andy arn't really working out anymore. The distance thing is fucking me up and he doesnt really feel like my boyfriend. I cant spend time with him when i need him and when i want space when I am around him he wont leave me alone. I dont eally know how to end it.

I've kind of been seeing this guy from work called Mikey too, he's a geordie and a total trendy boy. I don't really know why I fancy him really but we've been flirting ever since I started my job. Although I'm kind of pissed off with him at the moment. I know me and him would like never work and it;s not ment to be anything serious. But yeah he still lives with his ex (who also works at my work - she hates me!), problem one. Problem two, he flirts with so many girls and brags about it all the time - one of which also works at our work. Anyways, on weds i'm almost finnished my shift and my phone keeps vibrate-ringing in my bag non stop and i have 5 missed calls and 4 booty call texts from him inviting me round. Only I kinda couldnt sleep with him but i go round for a bit anyways. Head home a few hours later as he decides to go round to his mate will (who also works at our works house). The following day I find out that he'd invited the other girl in our work he flirts with round and she stayed the night. What ia bloody player. Only i didnt tell her that I was there and he probably only invited her round as I couldnt really sleep with him. WTF. Anyways theres someone else in my work who I've been flirting with too so I'm gonna play Mikey at his own games. hehehehe

At least all the flirting keeps me sane at work

Photography wise I did my second ever studio shoot at the end of oct:














I spent 4 hours shooting with 5 models took around 600 frames and by the end of it was totally exhasted but heck I was so pleased!

I also shot with the lovely Frankii again when she came to stay with me a few weeks ago at new Edinburgh venue The Voodoo Rooms:











We went to Vegas! and got totally smashed, she won best dressed and I got asked to be a showgirl!

lol we're total pissheads!!!


I went to see Immodestry Blaize at High Tease a few months ago too.





She was soo amazing and I this she;s soo much better than Dita (i went to Erotica last weekend with my boy, Zara and Frankii!)







I heart the Ministry of Burlesque. Kittie Klaw who runs it (middle pic) has been so amazing to me, I feel so loved. I'm hopefully working with her on some portraits soon as well as a couple of other projects with Ministry of Burlesque at the start of next year which are still hush hush now hehehe.

I've also been approached by another photographer in Glasgow with regards to starting up a studio with him and another photog to do alt/fetish/burlesque kinda photography. He have a space and most of the equipment we need and the rent and bills wont be too much between the 3 of us. I'm praying that it will all work out and I will eventually be able to start making a living out of my work but it's going to be such a stress getting all the contracts, funding and advertising and all the admin stuff together before we start. Also it probls means moving to Glasgow.

My dad is still being as unsupportive about it all as ever. Thanks dad for having faith in me. You know. Living with them is still a total stress but everytime they piss me off i think about how much money I am saving in rent and bills!




Anthony - one of the photogrphers I'm starting the studio with - took this of me on Friday. The angle is kinda weird but i like it. But eeeee look how thin i look. I've lost a stone now, but my arms refuse to get thinner. grrrrr. At least my boobs havnt gotten smaller. I hear still being a 34D waist 27 hips 35. I kinda lost my track for a few weeks but I'm back on goal now!

Also here's some pics of me aken by my friend Jannica Honey in September:








I kinda forgot I havn't updated my blog in 3 months! lol

Hope everyone on Sg is doing ace


L xxxxxxx