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Friday Feb 27, 2009

Feb 27, 2009
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Hey guys!

I couldn't bare to look at that other post any longer. I'm here for an update. So many things have been going on lately. I must add that out of all of these things I don't think there is one good. Where should I start? Well let's see, I'll start by saying that the last time my mother went to the Dr. he told her that there were 2" bumps" on one of her kidney's and as far as he could tell they were benign but he wasn't 100% sure. He suggested that she still have her kidney removed but in the same sentence he mentions how she's a diabetic and "hopefully" her remaining kidney would compensate for the other being removed and if she keeps her sugar levels maintained and normal then he doesn't think there will be a problem. My mother wants a second opinion as we all do and the soonest we can get an appointment is April 1st. So we have to wait until then to know more about that situation.

Whilst all of this is going on, my stepfather is a dirty fucking cheat and sneaking around behind my mothers back seeing a lady who is engaged. 2 days ago, my mother called my stepfather to ask where he had been for 2 days only to find out that he's now living with the other woman.

Now some would perhaps think this kind of thing happens all the time, and granted I know it does, I mean look at my mother and real father, they were together for 10 years and one day he too decided to cheat on my mother and she found out and left him. But this time, this is an entirely different set of circumstances with more consequences and regrets. My mother met my stepfather when I was 3 or 4 and the whole time I've known him, I've hated him. For the 27 years that he and my mother were together I never liked him, he made my skin crawl. He was mean, rude, nasty, ignorant (and always thought people thought he was so fucking cute) For instance the asshole brought my neice into the place where I work and told her to call me an asshole. Wtf? He thought things like this were funny. Since my mom's been sick he seems to dislike me even more. My mom and I can't help but think its because he wanted her to die and without me in the picture she could have very well done so, since he never fed her, checked on her, took her to the hospital, nothing!!!!! I'm serious i can count on the same hand how many times he went into her room while shes been sick since October. I mean for God's sake, the man that I speak of, went into my mothers room one day, asked her if she were hungry and what she'd like to eat and she told him. He went to the restaurant to get the food, eats his, and gets a snack on the side (the restaurant owners fiance) all taking about oh 3 hours while my mother lay there starving "literally" and dehydrated while he gets him some. Everytime I took her to the emergency room she was severly dehydrated and starving.

My poor mother, thanks to him, she has nothing. My mother took care of him for 27 years and when she became so ill that she couldn't take care of him any longer, he didn't need her anymore and he left her to die. That's the only way to look at it and I pray that she doesn't die but for him it was the easy way out.

She's severly depressed and now thinks noone would have her because in her words " who wants an old cripple". She has so many things going on in her mind its rediculous.
Anyway, long story short, I HATE MY STEPFATHER!!!!
Oh yeah I failed to tell the part where he's been stealing her cards out of the mailbox and taking her money that her family sent her for meds because she has no insurance.

mad mad mad mad mad mad

Yeah and on another note, here are a couple pics from that set I shot recently, I won't be submitting it because I want another location, so it will be much easier to get better angles, but I don't mind sharing some,


I hope to shoot a set for Rexx and Balita soon. smile

I will get a good one for you guys soon! wink
My favorite so far is rock of love. I wish I had left it up! I love that set! I've even thought of reloading it.



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I'll blog more later!!
Don't forget, Balita!! Keep commenting on our set!! biggrin
xoxo
Heroine
P.S. I have prints for sale!
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stellae:
So glaD I'M NOT ALONE IN MY TOUGHTS.
Thank you sexy lady with your own mind.
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