herakles

I told you how much you make me happy. I told you how wonderful I think you are, and how happy you make me. I told you that I love you. I told you that I am in love with you.

And now I don't know what to do, except wait. Wait for an answer. But even if you can't return my affections, or you cant return them right now, i'll still wait for you. I'll wait and i'll hope until you tell me to fuck off or you take me, or something.

I just feel bad for putting you in this situation. You don't need this pain right now, but I had to tell you how I feel.

What do I want? Ideally, I want you, to hold and to adore and to talk with and bake with and gaze at. At the very least, I want you to still be my friend, and I know I will get that.

I don't want to get my heart broken, but I am ready for it if it happens, or ready as I can be anyway. I just hope to the gods above that you don't take too long, because waiting is so hard, and the avoiding it kills me inside the most. But I also don't want to pressure you into a decision that you might regret.

No regrets.