When it rains, it pours, even on the sunniest of days.
Yesterday was full of brutal, ranging from 4 hours of sleep, to no breakfast, to late for work, to not enough stuff at work for me to do, to fighting with my mother, to Reine breaking things off with me. Yeah, that last one stings a lot.
Her heart is telling her different things. She adores me, and thinks I am fantastic, but she loves her ex, and if she didnt try again she wouldnt be able to live with herself. I understand this. I know what is is like to be hung up on someone. I also have been in this place before, being told that dispite the fact that I am perfect, it just can't happen, and no one really knows why.
She told me I deserve someone better. Everyone tells me I deserve someone fantastic, and others would be wasted on me. You know what I deserve? To be happy, thats what, and so far being a fantastic guy hasn't got me shit. I don't want to wallow in my sadness waiting for the one (who may not even exist) forever.
Yesterday was full of brutal, ranging from 4 hours of sleep, to no breakfast, to late for work, to not enough stuff at work for me to do, to fighting with my mother, to Reine breaking things off with me. Yeah, that last one stings a lot.
Her heart is telling her different things. She adores me, and thinks I am fantastic, but she loves her ex, and if she didnt try again she wouldnt be able to live with herself. I understand this. I know what is is like to be hung up on someone. I also have been in this place before, being told that dispite the fact that I am perfect, it just can't happen, and no one really knows why.
She told me I deserve someone better. Everyone tells me I deserve someone fantastic, and others would be wasted on me. You know what I deserve? To be happy, thats what, and so far being a fantastic guy hasn't got me shit. I don't want to wallow in my sadness waiting for the one (who may not even exist) forever.
You'll find someone eventually that will make everyone else that came before look like nothing.
I promise.