herakles

I do not like being heavily medicated like this.

Not only do these drugs seem to be ineffective at treating my headaches, but they really fuck with my head, making it near impossible to concentrate at all. Damned if you do, damned if you dont it seems, for just accepting the pain isnt much better for my ability to stay on task. This is a serious problem, because I have a take-home midterm due on Thursday that I havent done much for because of the fucking flu i'm just getting over. I'm not worried about it, because it is an easy test (350-500 word essays, 4 of them), but still, its frustrating when you can't think or type or even see straight. It would also make me a huge hazzard at work, if I am zoneing out or cant see the saw blade properly. I hope its just my body adjusting...

I am also very much awake right now, but I can't tell if it is from the pain or the medication. Could be either, cause pain prevents me from sleeping (and wakes me up all night), but both the T3s and Cafergot have caffine in them.

This isnt functional at all. I can't do this for much longer, or everything will be fucked. If i'm still like this by friday, i'm going back to the doctor...