hephaestos

that post was a couple of days old as of yesterday and yet it's still defining my thoughts. i can't help it. i need to know things for sure.
i feel like everything is spinning away from me right now but i'm working hard to correct the barrell rolling thing i call a life. i feel like i need to escape for a day and just go feel like myself out in the mountains somewhere or in a different city. speaking of which that's my favorite song right now for the reasons described above. i'm afraid living in a city with no friends or family is quite overrated, though, so you know.
that is all.