I have been extremely tired lately, even moreso then my usual sick self. Ever since returning from NYC it seems all I want to do is lounge in bed all day. Which I did indeed do all day thursday. I have been forcing myself to get up and do a few things each day, but it seems like after exerting very little effort I am completely exhausted and need to lay down for an hour or so. Highly worrisome.
I am also irritated beyond belief lately. I know the reasoning for this, but even though you know the reasons for something, doesn't make those emotions any less valid. Like PMS. You know you are depressed and whiny and whatnot because of hormones, but it doesn't stop you from being depressed and whiny and whatnot. In fact, at times it makes it even more hard to cope. When I am irritated, I know why, but it makes me more irritated because my irritation is dependant on external factors and is not under my control. Hilarity then ensues.
I have decided that the obvious route to correcting both my weariness and irritation is rampant consumerism! I am planning a shopping trip to sephora, girls only, at some point either this week or next. If you are a girl and you wanna go please let me know!
I am also in the midst of planning my joint birthday party with zsoul. So if you haven't gotten an invite yet, let me know that too! I am lazy and only really sent it to some elists, and am going to post in my assorted journals about it. Hopefully I will get everyone that way. Unfortunately there is another friend's birthday celebration the same evening as mine, AND the bike rodeo is that day. But we are locked into doing it then because some of zsoul's friends are in town and it's the only night they can come. Oh well, should be fun. As long as the insub peeps show up, I will be happy.
I am also irritated beyond belief lately. I know the reasoning for this, but even though you know the reasons for something, doesn't make those emotions any less valid. Like PMS. You know you are depressed and whiny and whatnot because of hormones, but it doesn't stop you from being depressed and whiny and whatnot. In fact, at times it makes it even more hard to cope. When I am irritated, I know why, but it makes me more irritated because my irritation is dependant on external factors and is not under my control. Hilarity then ensues.
I have decided that the obvious route to correcting both my weariness and irritation is rampant consumerism! I am planning a shopping trip to sephora, girls only, at some point either this week or next. If you are a girl and you wanna go please let me know!
I am also in the midst of planning my joint birthday party with zsoul. So if you haven't gotten an invite yet, let me know that too! I am lazy and only really sent it to some elists, and am going to post in my assorted journals about it. Hopefully I will get everyone that way. Unfortunately there is another friend's birthday celebration the same evening as mine, AND the bike rodeo is that day. But we are locked into doing it then because some of zsoul's friends are in town and it's the only night they can come. Oh well, should be fun. As long as the insub peeps show up, I will be happy.
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