So, I'm back from my interailing adventure around Europe. I survived!
Overall it was a blast! I really enjoyed it! Was a pretty big thing for me. I was terrified in the run up to it. The day before I left I had a funeral where I carried the coffin and I just woke up and puked from all the emotion running around my head. Was pretty unpleasant. But, I carried on. I got on the plane.
I had quite a few anxious moments over the 2 weeks but only twice did my anxiety escalate into a full blown panic attack. So I did pretty well.
There's a loada photos but I ain't got time to post them all so here's a couple of me acting like a bit of a tit. Which I do kind of often.
We did 8 cities in 2 weeks. Pretty good going I think. In order: Paris, Brussells, Cologne, Berlin, Prague, Budapest, Vienna, Munich and back to Paris. Not sure what my favourite city was really. I think it's between Paris and Prague. Budapest had awesome spa's though.
But, now I'm back to real life and my job is going down the shitter big time. I really don't wanna go back. To cut a long story short: I work in a restaurant/bar. It's overall been a okay job. The main thing that's been nice about it is the people I work with. I pretty much get on with everyone there and I feel like I've made some real good friends, but things have changed. There's new management coming in. Our manager doesn't give a shit anymore which is having ripple effects on the rest of the staff. People don't care about the place anymore. It's a sinking ship. The tension is unbelievable. I need to get out.
I feel like I'm at a real turning point in my life right now. Although I've enjoyed this job I havn't had the time to get as much drawing done as I'd like. Part of me is thinking about jacking it in to pursue my art for a couple of months. I still live at home with my folks so it's a possibility. 2 or 3 months of just flat out drawing. Get shit done! I know my parents would be okay with it (mostly). But if nothing happens I could potentially be unemployed for months and months. It's a big risk. I could still be living at home and single for years at this rate.
I feel like life is gonna be kinda shit for the next few years so I guess I better just settle in and get used to it.
My 3 year anniversary is coming up soon. Single for 3 years. Fucking hell that went fast!
Overall it was a blast! I really enjoyed it! Was a pretty big thing for me. I was terrified in the run up to it. The day before I left I had a funeral where I carried the coffin and I just woke up and puked from all the emotion running around my head. Was pretty unpleasant. But, I carried on. I got on the plane.
I had quite a few anxious moments over the 2 weeks but only twice did my anxiety escalate into a full blown panic attack. So I did pretty well.
There's a loada photos but I ain't got time to post them all so here's a couple of me acting like a bit of a tit. Which I do kind of often.
We did 8 cities in 2 weeks. Pretty good going I think. In order: Paris, Brussells, Cologne, Berlin, Prague, Budapest, Vienna, Munich and back to Paris. Not sure what my favourite city was really. I think it's between Paris and Prague. Budapest had awesome spa's though.
But, now I'm back to real life and my job is going down the shitter big time. I really don't wanna go back. To cut a long story short: I work in a restaurant/bar. It's overall been a okay job. The main thing that's been nice about it is the people I work with. I pretty much get on with everyone there and I feel like I've made some real good friends, but things have changed. There's new management coming in. Our manager doesn't give a shit anymore which is having ripple effects on the rest of the staff. People don't care about the place anymore. It's a sinking ship. The tension is unbelievable. I need to get out.
I feel like I'm at a real turning point in my life right now. Although I've enjoyed this job I havn't had the time to get as much drawing done as I'd like. Part of me is thinking about jacking it in to pursue my art for a couple of months. I still live at home with my folks so it's a possibility. 2 or 3 months of just flat out drawing. Get shit done! I know my parents would be okay with it (mostly). But if nothing happens I could potentially be unemployed for months and months. It's a big risk. I could still be living at home and single for years at this rate.
I feel like life is gonna be kinda shit for the next few years so I guess I better just settle in and get used to it.
My 3 year anniversary is coming up soon. Single for 3 years. Fucking hell that went fast!