hemaniscool

Hi you bummers,

I'm knackered right now. Working two jobs and drawing as much as I can is tiring me out. I am enjoying being so busy though. I think it's good to push yourself sometimes to see what you're capable of. Also, because of working two jobs I know that my spare time is precious so I get straight on with drawing while I've got a chance.

Here's a page:


So close to the end. I've got 2 pages left to do. Hoping to get them done tomorrow. Then I've got to somehow some up 6 months of work in a front cover. I hate doing front covers. People can make such a judgment just on the cover. They may not even bother looking inside. Still I'm sure it'll be fine.

Finally Queens of the Stone age have re-issued their first album. It's been really hard to get hold of for years but now I have it. It's a great album! Although it's gets a bit weird towards the end. This is one of my favourite songs from it:


Enjoying my new bar job. It's been a nice confidence boost for me (it doesn't take a lot. A smile from a pretty girl and I'm smiling for a week). Being around younger people is great. I'm finding my flirt again. Something weird happened last week though. There's a girl I work with that I've known through friends for a while. Her name's Vicki. We get on quite well. She's quite a serious person so I'm always trying to make her laugh. I'm quite sure she thinks I'm the weirdest person ever invented. Well, last week the chef Danny came out and politely asked me to 'back off her'. Was really weird as I didn't recall 'liking' her. Also, it was weird cos the guy's liked her for around a year apparently and hasn't yet asked her out. I guess maybe he just goes around putting guys off her so he can take his time. I was worried things were going to be awkward but thankfully it's been okay.

I've been on medication for a while now and I think I'm getting to a point where I can come off them. I've been on and off medication for depression and anxiety for years. Usually when I come off them I go cold turkey which isn't a very good thing to do. This time I'm going to do it right. I'm staying put for a while though. But I can feel I'm getting there.

I decided to have a shave t'other day:

I swore I'd never go without facial hair again but I'm quite enjoying having a naked face.

Right, I guess I'll go now. I feel like I could ramble on for ages so I think it's best I go.