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Bristol UK

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Wednesday Jun 24, 2009

Jun 24, 2009
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Hi,

Just finished work and I'm feeling like total shit.I've been taking medication for my anxiety for about 10 months or so and I decided to go cold turkey last week.The meds I was on were actually antidepressants that also help with anxiety.I felt it was a natural time to come off them,but I probably should of done it properly rather than just stop taking them.I can be a bit reckless at times.I'm having good days and bad days.Today just happened to be a bad day.I think I'm through the worst now though.Should be back to 'normal' in a few days I think.

Drinking cider will help biggrin

So, it's Glastonbury this weekend.I always get envious of everyone having fun at festivals.My social anxiety has always held me back.Annoyingly I feel like I could actually 'do' a festival now.Oh well,there's other festivals that I'm gonna go to which should be good fun.I don't really think Glastonbury is my sort of festival anyway.I would've loved to see the boss though.I hope anyone who is going has an awesome time smile

Feeling good about jobs at the moment.I'm feeling confident about pushing myself.I'm fed up of all the crappy retail jobs I've had.Gotta aim higher.Gonna actually get some careers advice.Doing things properly this time.

Art is also going well.Really well actually.Nothing to post right now.but,yeah I'm really happy with what I'm producing right now.I'm feeling pretty confident in my comics and I got a lot of plans.T-shirts and a website being the main objectives right now.Getting some help with that too smile

I've always been one for blundering through life on my own, but I'm starting to realise there isn't anything wrong with getting help with things you're not very good at.We all have our skills and talents.We can't be good at everything.I'm pretty bad when it comes to 'real' life stuff.I tend to prefer just being creative, but i gotta learn to put it on hold every now and then to get real life shit done.

My diet of late has been very different to what I'm used to.Being a butcher's son, meat has always been on the menu.Bit too much for my liking.My girlfriend is a vegan (a vegan and a butcher's son?! Who'd of thunk it?!) So, whenever we hang out I eat vegan.I have definately noticed a difference in my general health.In a good way.I know I'll always eat meat, but I'm enjoying eating differently and vegan food can be pretty fucking tasty too,which is something I never realised.

Got a day off of work tomorrow.Gonna draw and play Fallout 3 all day i think.Just got to rivet city biggrin

Ok, I'm done now.I've been blah blah blahing too much.

Peace out biggrin
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
stoopidsteve:
Yo man glad the art is still rocking. Can't wait to see the next batch of awesome
Jun 25, 2009
stoopidsteve:
I swear everytime I go to the cinema its more expensive. The new Transformers film is really good, if you enjoyed the first then the second is more of the same just turned up several notches
Jun 26, 2009

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