hemaniscool

hello there,

been pretty busy lately.socially and creatively.has been good fun times

i have been feeling pretty anxious today though for some reason.i've spent all day on my own with no one to have a lil natter with so i think i've just been in my head too much.plus i havn't been sleeping that well,so i think i'm a bit tired too.i guess i'm smoking and drinking a bit too much aswell, which probably dosn't help.it's not so bad though.my life feels like it's moving in the direction i want it to.which is great.got my motivation back and i'm feeling good.just one of those days i guess.

i think i'm anxious aswell because i feel like there's something big coming my way.i don't know what it is, but i just feel like my life's finally going to change.i mean change in a good way.but i can never understand my emotions.fear and excitement can easily get intertwined.i feel like this year is going to be awesome if i have the guts to live it.my creative urge is back ( did i mention that? ).i'm being a lot more sociable and meeting new people possible new job coming up.the possibility of moving out.it's all big changes and oppurtunities.i'm scared but, i know it's gonna be sweet

here's something i been working on lately.she's a character called 'alpha girl'.i might change her name,but that's what i got for now.she's kinda cool.but, in her 'normal' form she's the opposite.so, there'll be all the excitement and fun of her scenes as a superhero, but then it's gonna be pretty dark when she's herself.she's pretty much based on me.my outgoing side and my more vunerable side.i made her female so it's not so obvious that it's me.in the past i've done characters based on myself and people pick it up straight away, which kinda freaked me out.so, yeah...here she is:








she's still in the design stage at the moment.hope y'all like her.

not much else to say i guess.off to a friends house tonight to watch some films.should be groovy

y'all have a good weekend now y'hear.peace out.
xx