super duper mega hyper blog!!! for real!!
i've realised i'm trying too hard on my SG blogs.trying so hard to make people like me.so, i'm gonna 'try' and stop showing off and such.i say that and here i am with a frikking mega blog triple attack.
but, what can i say.i feel like i've found a little home here on SG.when i joined i thought it was just a little thing that wouldn't really matter.so, i started blogging a loada shit.i didn't think anyone would really read it or take any notice.but here i am a few months down the line and i feel like i'm part of a nice cosy lil communtiy.although now people are reading my shit it's making me more than a little self concious (i've spelt that wrong but i don't know the right way)
trouble is now i'm starting to meet SG peeps in real life.which IS greatly nice and awesome.but at the same time it's a little scarey.i've posted stuff on SG that not even many of my real friends know about.only a couple of close friends.i'm also not sure what people will expect when then meet me.i'm an introverted show off.online i'll show off and act like a loony.but, in real life i can be kinda shy.hope people won't be too disappointed when they meet me.
thought i'd post some art.i drew this a while ago now and it's just been sat in a drawer gathering dust.thought i'd put it out there.hopes peoples likes it.
had a good night t'other night.hung out with my friends tom (the duke) and jp at their place.talked comics.was good.he made me food too which was really cool of him i thought.we chilled out chatting crap, laughing and swapping youtubes.here's 2 of the best from the night:
then went home to my shitty little village and home life.made me realise i really need to move out.my anxiety has held me back from doing this.but, fuck i wanna move out now.i'm so ready.i can't fucking wait.
other news:
i'm smoking and drinking way too much.
i had a sex dream about claudia winkleman.of all the people.i was her winkle man.
i havn't had a decent cuddle in like over a year.would kill a small child for one.did i just use the word cuddle? fuck's sake!!
that is all..................................for now
i've realised i'm trying too hard on my SG blogs.trying so hard to make people like me.so, i'm gonna 'try' and stop showing off and such.i say that and here i am with a frikking mega blog triple attack.
but, what can i say.i feel like i've found a little home here on SG.when i joined i thought it was just a little thing that wouldn't really matter.so, i started blogging a loada shit.i didn't think anyone would really read it or take any notice.but here i am a few months down the line and i feel like i'm part of a nice cosy lil communtiy.although now people are reading my shit it's making me more than a little self concious (i've spelt that wrong but i don't know the right way)
trouble is now i'm starting to meet SG peeps in real life.which IS greatly nice and awesome.but at the same time it's a little scarey.i've posted stuff on SG that not even many of my real friends know about.only a couple of close friends.i'm also not sure what people will expect when then meet me.i'm an introverted show off.online i'll show off and act like a loony.but, in real life i can be kinda shy.hope people won't be too disappointed when they meet me.
thought i'd post some art.i drew this a while ago now and it's just been sat in a drawer gathering dust.thought i'd put it out there.hopes peoples likes it.
had a good night t'other night.hung out with my friends tom (the duke) and jp at their place.talked comics.was good.he made me food too which was really cool of him i thought.we chilled out chatting crap, laughing and swapping youtubes.here's 2 of the best from the night:
then went home to my shitty little village and home life.made me realise i really need to move out.my anxiety has held me back from doing this.but, fuck i wanna move out now.i'm so ready.i can't fucking wait.
other news:
i'm smoking and drinking way too much.
i had a sex dream about claudia winkleman.of all the people.i was her winkle man.
i havn't had a decent cuddle in like over a year.would kill a small child for one.did i just use the word cuddle? fuck's sake!!
that is all..................................for now
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sailorcandy:
woo lets go lets steal monkets and penguins!!!
viking:
oh, im an introverted show off too! we'd get on great. i like your comics they're amazing! i laughed out loud.