Told my boss about everything that has been going on with my ex. She is close to her BF's mom so that is one reason I held off. However, I dont care anymore. I've been strung along for almost a year and through two boyfriends. I don't deserve that. I am not in the wrong here.
There was a shooting last night. I guess some teenagers got in a fight and one was getting beat up. The one getting beat up pulled out a gun to hit the other boy or intimidate him off or something. In the struggle it went off and blew a whole in the assailants neck. This is why I value self defense so much. I just had a conversation with a girl I know who works at a bar we may go to tonight. Tonight is a dance night or something so they always pat everyone down. I've been there lots before but never on Friday so I've never been patted down. Reality is, if someone wants a weapon they'll get it through. I don't want to be around a bunch of drunk idiots without a weapon (I dont drink, for the record). This situation reiterates why. The victim was 17 and the other boy was 16. A lot of people will blame it on the West End but our entire community is filled with apathy. What is concerning is these boys posted pictures of guns, cash, drugs, and all kinds of stuff on facebook. Someone shouldve seen this coming. If the news didn't travel so quickly people surely woudlve blamed out-of-towners or immigrants.
There is a 20's party in the city that is about an hour away. My friend on leave was wanting to go and I want to go as well but with the roads as bad as they are, who knows. I want to get out and do something before he goes home, obviously.
This dancer I met at a club is coming back to Indiana for awhile next week. She asked if she could stay with me a night or two. That's great. She had a lot more in her head than people give her credit for. This one time she asked me a bunch of questions, drew a picture based off my responses, and broke down my psyche based on it. It was a neat trick.
I have finals next week and I will finally have my bachelor's. I am scared about not having a job. I should be excited. On the upside, I'll have more time to read and lift. Sounds like a weird combination, I know.
