Oh my god I have so much work to do, 
and its getting to the point where I just want to curl up in a ball and do nothingand hope it goes away. 
Finally getting somewhere with programming after sitting for an hour today with little ginger hobbit IT guy. I now love him because he made it all make sense. Although slightly annoyed he replied to my email asking for help before his better looking friend. But hey ho
The 'Gifted and Talented' workshop thing went really well, although the kids were so quiet! Had expected them to all be tiny geniuses but they didn't ask any awkward questions or anything.
Got a lil bit pissed afterwards as our lecturer from last year who was running the day got the first round in and the second and then more pints kept appearing in front of me from various other peopledidn't have to pay for a single one and had a belting evening. Really good hanging out with some different people. Although it turns out the lecturer guy knows my ex quite well. Small world.
So surreal going home at 8.30 on a sat night feeling as merry as I did. The following hours involved me drunkenly sending inappropriate texts to people. I should hide my phone when I'm pissed.
Had no hangover again! How ace am I?!
I love having a decent night then feeling fine in the morning. Apparently I had 8 pints not 7 too so did even better than I thought. Heh it always amuses me seeing guys reactions when I keep up with rounds.
Went home for dinner yesterday. Mam does fabulous Sunday roasts. Beef, Yorkshires and all the trimmings and steamed syrup sponge for pudding. I couldn't move afterwards and was so full it hurt. But it was soooo good.
One of my mates who've I've not seen in ages called round just before dinner too. He always has rubbish timing. Was great to see him though, just couldn't get a word in edgeways to catch up properly coz mam was chatting away at him. She always seems to adopt my mates, its hilarious. He's going to call in and see me soon though, so we can put the world to rights as we always used to do.
In a bit of a pickle about what to do with my recent ex.
He's supposed to be coming up to stay tomorrow night. I don't know what I want. We had a great couple of years together, but the last few months were really, really bad. Now he wants to get back together and I don't know if I want that too. It's so hard. I don't want to slam the door on the relationship but I honestly can't see it working if I'm going to Africa for 2 months then working god knows where in the country for 2 months when I get back. That and even though I miss him like crazy I'm kind the lack of stress that comes with being single. Hmmm
and its getting to the point where I just want to curl up in a ball and do nothingand hope it goes away.
Finally getting somewhere with programming after sitting for an hour today with little ginger hobbit IT guy. I now love him because he made it all make sense. Although slightly annoyed he replied to my email asking for help before his better looking friend. But hey ho
The 'Gifted and Talented' workshop thing went really well, although the kids were so quiet! Had expected them to all be tiny geniuses but they didn't ask any awkward questions or anything.
Got a lil bit pissed afterwards as our lecturer from last year who was running the day got the first round in and the second and then more pints kept appearing in front of me from various other peopledidn't have to pay for a single one and had a belting evening. Really good hanging out with some different people. Although it turns out the lecturer guy knows my ex quite well. Small world.
So surreal going home at 8.30 on a sat night feeling as merry as I did. The following hours involved me drunkenly sending inappropriate texts to people. I should hide my phone when I'm pissed.
Had no hangover again! How ace am I?!
I love having a decent night then feeling fine in the morning. Apparently I had 8 pints not 7 too so did even better than I thought. Heh it always amuses me seeing guys reactions when I keep up with rounds.
Went home for dinner yesterday. Mam does fabulous Sunday roasts. Beef, Yorkshires and all the trimmings and steamed syrup sponge for pudding. I couldn't move afterwards and was so full it hurt. But it was soooo good.
One of my mates who've I've not seen in ages called round just before dinner too. He always has rubbish timing. Was great to see him though, just couldn't get a word in edgeways to catch up properly coz mam was chatting away at him. She always seems to adopt my mates, its hilarious. He's going to call in and see me soon though, so we can put the world to rights as we always used to do.
In a bit of a pickle about what to do with my recent ex.
He's supposed to be coming up to stay tomorrow night. I don't know what I want. We had a great couple of years together, but the last few months were really, really bad. Now he wants to get back together and I don't know if I want that too. It's so hard. I don't want to slam the door on the relationship but I honestly can't see it working if I'm going to Africa for 2 months then working god knows where in the country for 2 months when I get back. That and even though I miss him like crazy I'm kind the lack of stress that comes with being single. Hmmm
so nice of you to welcome me. makes me feel more comfortable :-) sad to read you got some issues with your ex. Love can be a bitch :-) nice pictures!
Greetz,
Lenn x
grtz x