helter_skelter

The last couple of days have been better, but I'm still finding it hard to occupy my time. It definitely takes some getting used to when you don't have a significant other around all the time to talk with/go out with. Luckily for me school starts back up at the end of August and I should also have a job by then so that I won't have so much free time to just think about things. The last few days have been full of nostalgia, thinking back on all the crazy stuff that's happened in my life over the last couple of years. It really seems like the time has just flown by.

My parents packed up and moved out last week, they made it to Asheville, NC yesterday morning I believe. I think they're taking it pretty hard. We're extremely close so I can imagine that it's taking a toll on them.

This blog was supposed to be posted 2 days ago but I just didn't feel like it was complete and I never got around to finishing it. Since then things have been pretty good. Last night my roommate and I went to a local bar by my house and we just talked over a couple of beers/7-8 shots. Talking about life and pretty much anything that came to mind. I feel like we were able to really connect and I enjoyed it thoroughly; made me realize why he really is my best friend. I asked him the same question I asked my brother yesterday, which was "What's more important to you than anything in this world?" and he had the same answer my brother had, "being happy" he said.

I've been doing a really good job of putting this stupid ex-girlfriend drama behind me, up until tonight. There's something that just continues to bother me. One of my "good friends" is still friends with my ex, which is awkward because she only knows him because of me. And if I was in the situation, I'd be loyal to my good friend over some girl that was just your friends significant other, especially after what she did to me. I was on Facebook and I noticed that him and this girl he's been talking to finally went ahead and made it official. I proceeded to look at the comments that followed the announcement and my ex had commented. This just pisses me off, how can he be friends with her? How can he be so nonchalant about what happened? I can't stand that he doesn't give a shit and still has the nerve to be friends with her. I'm just so tired of fake people, I'm tired of people not being true to themselves. I hate being single.

I wish I could just put all of this bullshit behind me already. I'm ready to move on to bigger and better things.