war is dumb.
I've been keeping to myself a lot lately. I'm an incredible introvert.
One of my hard drives died taking about five gigs of un-backed-up music with it, ouch. I need to back up my shit. If I ever lost my other eighty-five gigs, I'd be terribly distraught.
I've been spending a lot of time beta-testing a game called 'Star Wars Galaxies'. It's...
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I've been keeping to myself a lot lately. I'm an incredible introvert.
One of my hard drives died taking about five gigs of un-backed-up music with it, ouch. I need to back up my shit. If I ever lost my other eighty-five gigs, I'd be terribly distraught.
I've been spending a lot of time beta-testing a game called 'Star Wars Galaxies'. It's...
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Don't feel bad, I haven't been updating my livejournal either. Not a hell of lot to say. I guess there's a billion things I could say, but I'm pretty much at peace right now. I've been skateboarding, and playing videogames, and delivering pizzas. So...
Until',
Hellzaphat
Until',
Hellzaphat
milena:
...............So.
lil_billy_ben:
I feel like that somtimes.
I posted some pics and stuff on my LiveJournal:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/hellzaphat/
Until',
Hellzaphat
http://www.livejournal.com/users/hellzaphat/
Until',
Hellzaphat
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milena:
Nice pics. Cute dog. 
milena:
Nice pics. Cute dog.
I've been working day shifts the last coupla days, and again tomorrow. Mornings are not good for me, I get physically ill, and I'm not just talking about a simple stomache or headache. It feels more like I've been poisoned and It lasts anywhere from two to five hours.
After tomorrow, I'll have tuesday, wednesday, and thursday off. I'm going to buy a skateboard on...
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After tomorrow, I'll have tuesday, wednesday, and thursday off. I'm going to buy a skateboard on...
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lil_billy_ben:
Hell yeah, what kinda board you planing to get?
http://www.livejournal.com/users/hellzaphat/
I'm in a lull right now. Summer is coming.... I can't wait. I want it so bad. The first half will be spent letting go of my fear, my laziness, and my reluctance. I'm gonna do a lot of self-depracation, music appreciation, and skateboarding.... and then in mid-july, I'm going off the hook. I'm getting the fuck outta dodge. I dig Santa Cruz n'...
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I'm in a lull right now. Summer is coming.... I can't wait. I want it so bad. The first half will be spent letting go of my fear, my laziness, and my reluctance. I'm gonna do a lot of self-depracation, music appreciation, and skateboarding.... and then in mid-july, I'm going off the hook. I'm getting the fuck outta dodge. I dig Santa Cruz n'...
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milena:
Doggies are cute. Santa Cruz will haunt you if you move, you will always want to come back. Trust me. But I guess it would be nice to live somewhere affordable and besides, you can always visit SC. Hang in there. 
Girls are weird. I wish I was comfortably asexual, but I've got this stupid longing. fuckin'argh.
My best friend 'D' happened upon my live journal and called to assure me that he would never look at it again. I told him that I don't care whether he does or not. To this he replied, "Yeah, I know you're a bastard." LOL. Whatever.
Anyways... girls... or...
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My best friend 'D' happened upon my live journal and called to assure me that he would never look at it again. I told him that I don't care whether he does or not. To this he replied, "Yeah, I know you're a bastard." LOL. Whatever.
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hellzaphat:
I was just being paranoid about grrl. She returned my call shortly after that post last night. She says she kinda works like this; all out, and then quiet, then (hopefully) all out again. It's cool, I can handle that. I'm generally a more consistant type of person though... consistantly my weird damned bastard self.
current mood: drifting
current music: G. Love & Special Sauce - Kiss and Tell
It's cool, I can handle that. I'm generally a more consistant type of person though... consistantly my weird damned bastard self.
current mood: drifting
current music: G. Love & Special Sauce - Kiss and Tell
milena:
current mood: happy cause you posted a new journal entry for me to read! 
current music: the sound of my cat licking her nasty stank ass.
P.S. Good luck with the grrl.
[Edited on Mar 08, 2003]
current music: the sound of my cat licking her nasty stank ass.
P.S. Good luck with the grrl.
[Edited on Mar 08, 2003]
I updated my SG profile some, including a new pic.
You can see my LiveJournal for the latest:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/hellzaphat/
Until',
Hellzaphat
You can see my LiveJournal for the latest:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/hellzaphat/
Until',
Hellzaphat
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opahl:
That is a really cool pic!
milena:
You should cut and paste your journal entries so this one can be updated.
jordyn:
yeah the "shocker" followed by the hand gester used to be some of my boys favorite qoutes to harrass us with. Their excitement about the old school rap song will pass
My job is alright as far as completely meaningless jobs go. But do you know who I envy more than anybody? People who have a job that they live for. People who are stoked to go do their work everyday. There's nothing they'd rather be doing than their jobs.
I'm not talking about the people who are just brainwashing themselves into thinking they dig their...
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I miss having people around that I can hang out with and not feel like there's some kind of social expectations. I'm not good at living up to social expectations. There are going to be times when I'm weird and quiet, and there are going to be times when I'm off the hook. Around anybody new, social expectations are a logical necessity because you are...
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lil_billy_ben:
It's all good. Where would we be without our social oddballs?
jordyn:
I love meeting new people but it is such an odd thing you know they have their eye on you and you don't always want to be laughed out of the room, hence the beauty of college parties get intoxicated mingle be friendly by the end of the night your snuggling next to some one you just met, insta bond, and as long as you don't do something to make an ass out of yourself its al good
I like your new pic, you gotta love SC sunsets......