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Friday Mar 07, 2003

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Girls are weird. I wish I was comfortably asexual, but I've got this stupid longing. fuckin'argh.

My best friend 'D' happened upon my live journal and called to assure me that he would never look at it again. I told him that I don't care whether he does or not. To this he replied, "Yeah, I know you're a bastard." LOL. Whatever.

Anyways... girls... or at this particular time, 'grrl', who seems to be ignoring me now, or maybe I'm just being paranoid. She's fun though, so I hope I didn't scare her away. I can be a pretty scary guy in a completly harmless kinda way. I can just seem intense on the outside, when I'm actually very laid back on the inside. I guess I'm the one that's weird. I feel like I'm misunderstood a lot.

I have the next coupla days off, so we'll see what happens... I'll keep ya posted.

current mood: rejected
current music: Calla - Hover Over Nowhere
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hellzaphat:
I was just being paranoid about grrl. She returned my call shortly after that post last night. She says she kinda works like this; all out, and then quiet, then (hopefully) all out again. wink It's cool, I can handle that. I'm generally a more consistant type of person though... consistantly my weird damned bastard self.

current mood: drifting
current music: G. Love & Special Sauce - Kiss and Tell
Mar 7, 2003
milena:
current mood: happy cause you posted a new journal entry for me to read! smile

current music: the sound of my cat licking her nasty stank ass. puke

P.S. Good luck with the grrl.

[Edited on Mar 08, 2003]
Mar 8, 2003

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