More than anything, I desire a collaborative environment of congenial, like-minded individuals (who probably don't actually exist). I feel that this is what I need to fuel my motivation to be creatively productive. It seems that almost everyone is real busy preparing to assimilate into more dependable, less spirited, capitalistic career paths. I want some comrades to let go of it all and fight any...
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OMG, SG Prom in just a coupla days... I'm all a-jitter. Remember, "introvert" is my middle name. 
Yikes!!! I will know absolutely no-one there.
Until',
Hellzaphat
Yikes!!! I will know absolutely no-one there.
Until',
Hellzaphat
dave_h:
If you like man or astroman you can be my friend. I'll introduce you to some cute girls.
kristy_lyn:
i hope you have a blast at the SG prom
hang out with DAVE_H, he'll help you out for sure
if you talk to ppl you'll have a great time
*kisses*
hang out with DAVE_H, he'll help you out for sure
if you talk to ppl you'll have a great time
*kisses*
NevermindI'm currently working on a full Coachella review including pictures... I should have it done this week sometime.
I'm having some indecision problems with what exactly I'm gonna do with myself until July. Should I put in thirty days notice, and be homeless for my last month here in order to save some money? I dunno, saving money was never part of the plan, but...
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I'm having some indecision problems with what exactly I'm gonna do with myself until July. Should I put in thirty days notice, and be homeless for my last month here in order to save some money? I dunno, saving money was never part of the plan, but...
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pirateking8:
Do what I did buy a van I lived in that thing for six months and I had everything I owned in it,It was very roomie and then I just drove When I stopped I was in New Hampshire where I stayed for a while then I came back it was really relaxing alone on the open road....Your pics kick ass man that makeover one knocked me out of my seat and the shadow one you look like a feakin pirate...
-ELVIS-
[Edited on May 04, 2003]
-ELVIS-
[Edited on May 04, 2003]
kristy_lyn:
i LOVE the lip ring *licks*
as for your pics, i love the one where you scanned your face, the one where you woke up happy and the one with the hair *giggles*
so where is santa cruz in cali? north or south?
*kisses*
as for your pics, i love the one where you scanned your face, the one where you woke up happy and the one with the hair *giggles*
so where is santa cruz in cali? north or south?
*kisses*
I've had a very interesting past few days including one night of deep depression, more than two full days of driving, meeting two LJ peeps, seeing about twenty musical acts, visiting the neighborhood I grew up in, plus some debauchery, fine villainy, misadventure, disappointment, loneliness, a whole lot of contemplation, and a good deal of fun.
I'll go into details on my next entry... but...
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gentlefemm:
Smile it is the second best thing to do with you lips...You think about the first it is entiraly up to you!
:gives Hellzaphat a hug: Hope you feel better.
gentle
:gives Hellzaphat a hug: Hope you feel better.
gentleI'm eating a vegan burrito and drinking a forty of Mickey's Fine Malt Liquor. I'm still absolutley fucking insane, just so you know.
Right now, I'm trying to decide whether I wanna hitchhike or drive down to SoCal for Coachella, and whether I wanna go today or tomorrow, and once I get there, how exactly I'm gonna manage to sneak or scam my way in....
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Right now, I'm trying to decide whether I wanna hitchhike or drive down to SoCal for Coachella, and whether I wanna go today or tomorrow, and once I get there, how exactly I'm gonna manage to sneak or scam my way in....
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gentlefemm:
I do need help putting it on your really can't see my face and well I look fat....Damn pixels...I will send you two of them one is mine of course and the other is going to be elvislives new tattoo...Please oh please help me 
gentle
gentle
lil_billy_ben:
I Mickey's
Mickey'sIMHO, penguins are dope and should take over as the dominant species on earth.
Frank Black was awesome. I had a big stupid grin on my face the whole show. The man's a fucking genious.
I've been feeling pleasantly insane all day, making a lot of funny noises and laughing for no reason. It's a precise recipe of sleep deprivation, malnutrition, norco, coffee, profound apathy,...
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Frank Black was awesome. I had a big stupid grin on my face the whole show. The man's a fucking genious.
I've been feeling pleasantly insane all day, making a lot of funny noises and laughing for no reason. It's a precise recipe of sleep deprivation, malnutrition, norco, coffee, profound apathy,...
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missprint:
sounds like me everyday. I smile like a prozac fiend all the time and I have no idea why. I'm just going to enjoy it while it lasts.
What if I disturb you? What if I bore you? What if I expect too much from you? What if I reject you? ...I'm willing to take these chances if you are.
In other news...
If I found out today that I have only a week to live, I have no idea what I would do differently and that's kinda depressing. I feel so helpless...
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In other news...
If I found out today that I have only a week to live, I have no idea what I would do differently and that's kinda depressing. I feel so helpless...
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jordyn:
just b/c you don't know what you would do doesn't mean that its bad. I don't think i would do anything really important i would just go buckwild, but know if i had a year different story.
Hey take care don't worry to much enjoy the SC sunshine for now.
Hey take care don't worry to much enjoy the SC sunshine for now.
gentlefemm:
Damn one week? That sucks...I wouldn't be doing anything either... it think I would be shocked that they could pin down my life span to a week 
Soak up the weather..dance like noone is watching, and laugh like nobody is listening...i would do stuff that I have put off for so long...Like ride a Motorcycle, finish the quilt I have been working on, go to hawaii, puplish some of my short stories and tell my real father that he is a jerk for never getting to know me...hopefully you get out and do something
gentle
Soak up the weather..dance like noone is watching, and laugh like nobody is listening...i would do stuff that I have put off for so long...Like ride a Motorcycle, finish the quilt I have been working on, go to hawaii, puplish some of my short stories and tell my real father that he is a jerk for never getting to know me...hopefully you get out and do something
gentleanyways... moving on...
There's no empty feeling like having a dream where you fall in love with someone and then you wake up and realize that that person doesn't actually exist.
I'm ate the most wonderful breakfast. It consisted of swiss cheese, assorted fresh fruits (grapes, honeydew, cataloupe, pineapple, strawberries), and garlic cheddar bread sticks for dipping in chunky artichoke jalapeno dip, with a Reed's...
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There's no empty feeling like having a dream where you fall in love with someone and then you wake up and realize that that person doesn't actually exist.
I'm ate the most wonderful breakfast. It consisted of swiss cheese, assorted fresh fruits (grapes, honeydew, cataloupe, pineapple, strawberries), and garlic cheddar bread sticks for dipping in chunky artichoke jalapeno dip, with a Reed's...
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jordyn:
If i had the next three days off i'd call you babe-
hellzaphat:
Call me anytime.
[Edited on Apr 18, 2003]
[Edited on Apr 18, 2003]
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!
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lil_billy_ben:
Uhhhh, yeah.
gentlefemm:
Whats wrong?
gentle
gentlePolitically and morally, I'm made up of two parts anarchist, two parts pacifist, one part hedonist, and one part nihilist. I've got a severely fluctuant and conflicted sense of self-worth, yet I'm a hopeless idealist. So as you can probably imagine, I am usually very bewildered and frustrated. Thus, in the state of the world today, it is only natural that i am extemely anti-social....
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gentlefemm:
hummmmmm Don't know what to say about that one...Be proud of who you are maybe...yes...no?
Gentle
Gentle
hellzaphat:
yes...no.
I may be a tad strange, but I don't think I'm entirely unattractive or uninteresting, though entirely unreadable. I have no idea how to meet girls... or anyone for that matter. I'm such a loner. You have no idea.
Soundtrack: Calexico - Bloodflow
Soundtrack: Calexico - Bloodflow
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hellzaphat:
...more a slacker than a DJ...
gentlefemm:
Hello How are you doing
gentle
gentle
I understand your predicament. I go to art school and I feel like Im so busy doing pointless busy work that I never actually get to push ideas all the way. My potential is untapped. Thankfully my favorite ally is moving in with me this summer. Im hoping well turn out some amazing stuff. Dont worry. Those people do exist. Theyre just hard to come bye.