Thursday Mar 18, 2004

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And I'm trying to understand myself
and pinpoint where I am
By the time I get things figured out
I've change the whole damn plan
..............
I've changed my mind so much I cant even trust it
My mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself

yea I think that about sums it up.

Thinking back, not too long ago I tried to do the whole Vegan thing. It lasted 4 hours before I realized I LOVE cheese. Come on Hellynn: cheese nachos, grilled cheese sandwhiches, Macaroni and cheese and more. Some things I just can't give up no matter how much I [think I] want too.
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pixie_girl:
haha you don't sound creepy at all. I live more west, in Suffolk though. Around the Islip area, south shore. My horse is awsome, but I have very little time for him lately. It breaks my heart because I have been working with him for six years and we have both become such a great team. Now I feel like I neglect seeing him. Other people feed him and stuff so it isn't like he isn't taken care of, but I miss getting to spend everyday with him myself. I'm just so busy with school/work.
I see one of your favorite books is The Lovely Bones. That is such an unbelievably fabulous book.
_mrs_tlb_:
im 6ft and i wear heels... so just go for it if you want to wear platforms!

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