hellwood

life changes in the blink of an eye, and how does it ever. well most know lori and i are broke up. i did it and it was my choice, not a good one but i did it. i am happy becuase i have seen her happier now then in the past year we were together, however i miss her. i found a new gf for the time being but reliazed that it wasnt what i wanted and needed, so tonight i let her go also, guess i need time to find my inner self. i would love to thank lori for coming to my aid this week when i became sick as hell and just finished having my appendix and gallbladder removed. thank you again lori and i am finally learning something from you. i am going to stop running away. well i am not saying i am on the single market cause i need to lean alot and grow up alot and that will take time. i thank god i have a family and some friends that are there for me. well off to another percocet night.

elwood