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i am catlike. in that, i don't like change.
alyssum:
Walking seem to be what was involved in most of my activities there... and fried food. Huge, horrible amounts of fried food.
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and if trust is a trap i think i've got it bad.
bridgetwnpeddler:
Thinking of trust as a trap (which it can feel like in the short term) probably only leads to not trusting which is a much worse place to be over the long term.
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the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
it seems farther than ever before


i need you so much closer
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Wandering around and thought I would say hello. Always like to say hi to the people I run across from P-Town...

read some past journals... I work for UPS want me to work on getting them to come by when you are home? smile
bridgetwnpeddler:
hehe.. I cannot really effect that stuff at UPS... I barely even know what they do and have never seen one of the delivery trucks up close except when it is delivering to my place!

Funny working there and having never seen a truck.
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I think the black tunnel is just ahead.
criticaloversite:
I always forget that Wiki is out there. I don't think I've ever actually used it for anything, but that's mostly because I'm super old-fashioned and prefer paper books for research over the internet any day, heh. Thank you. That was a pretty thought provoking one. wink
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We'll call it morbid curiosity.

I received a phone call that can best be described as unwanted. I want to ask around and see who gave out my number but I'm afraid of of who I may have to rethink trusting.
I suppose it's better to know.

Now I have a dilemma because I would never miss Lost but now i like Veronica Mars and...
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Sometimes I get it but I don't think this will be one of those times.

I have to go home this weekend. I'm only looking forward to it a very small bit.

















I can't shake the feeling that every time I've ever heard 'I love you' it's been a lie.

Does everyone feel this way? Everyone who isn't currently hearing those words regularly?
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deadman69:
yes i do biggrin
trilobyte:
I don't feel that way (regarding your journal entry). There have been some lies, but there have also been some of the most amazing truths.

As far as your comment... er, um... I'm mixed. First, I've stayed up all at and after parties both without the use of drugs (meaning only alcohol), and completely sober. Unless you meant that comment sarcastically, that's just a bizarre and uninformed thing to say.

According to police reports, the only things found in the house were alcohol and some marijuana (no idea on how much). I don't really know Seattle at all, but from what I'm told the after-hours serves a dual-purpose - not only the post-event chillout/keep the party going, but also a place to kick back until the buses start running again.

People actually are talking to the police. The sad truth of this is that the shooter didn't know anyone in the electronic music scene. Didn't appear to have come with friends, didn't appear to have been to other events previously. The only theory that's starting to take any shape right now is that his original intentions were to have gone batshit insane at the party, taking out many many more people. But there was both visible security at the door, and there were metal detectors in play. So he waited and bided his time.

No girlfriends or local friends have surfaced - he was a loner pizza delivery dude, a transplant in a big city who didn't seem to connect to anyone. I'm concerned about the spray-painting, on the off chance it's connected to some nutjob movement to cause harm to the underground music/art scene, or to burners, or to any other group for that matter. I'm concerned that this guy may have hung out with other friends who are equally disturbed, and that they may be out there getting ready for their chance to wreak havoc.

~Trilo~
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And in my best behavior
I am really just like him
Look beneath the floor boards
For the secrets I have hid
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deadman69:
And in my best behavior...that one...it has multiple meanings
deadman69:
i see...
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I do have more time but it seems like now i have even less to say.
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deadman69:
i really dont care for Lost...it kinda remsembles Survivor in more ways than one
deadman69:
liked x-files until they got taken off the air and never heard of twin peaks
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new town. how every exciting.

maybe now i'll have more time to spend on here.
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I'm tired of waking up too early and going to bed too late.

I want a normal sleeping schedule again.
And fuck random drug tests.
And fuck having nowhere to park.


Everything will be pleasant again in a few day's time.
I'm looking forward to that so much.