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I fear I may have ruined the painting that I'm working on...

It's my fault I haven't used acrylics in a loong time. It's ok though I'm gonna keep working on it.

See it throught to the end.

Worse case scenario. I can start a new one in water Colors.

(I hope)

Finally...

Today I finally got off my ass and started working on my painting... it's coming together.

It should be finished already but I'm the eternal slacker. Oh well fuck it! I work better under pressure anyway.

Today was pencils I sketched out my idea on the 12' x 16' canvas.
Tomorrow...or should I say: in a few hours, I hope to start to laydown...
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Fuck.

Ok so my immune system sucks and I find myself getting sick once again. I can't stop fucking coughing.
so as I write this I'm drinking a nice hot cup of tea. A cup of tea that's 30% tea and 70% Jack Daniels.

As my friends tell me time and again, apparently I'm a "happy" drunk.

I guess that's true because I'm feeling very...
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Rasputina.

God Damn this band fucking rocks! Two kick-ass chicks playing cellos and their drummer working his ass off. Making some of the most incredible sounds I've ever heard.

I bought the live album (A Radical Recital) off Amazon.com it arrived today.

They do such a badass cover of Barracuda too!

Worth every red fucking cent. Seriously check 'em out. If you don't like 'em,...
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SLACKER!!!

I'm so disgusted with myself. I spent the whole weekend doing nothing. absolutely nothing...I suck.

I have a painting that I'm neglecting, to finish...or start for that matter. I suck.

SON OF A BITCH!!!


Damn people can't drive. This is the third time in the last year that I've got into an accident with some putz that wasn't paying attention. Just like the last time...I was rear ended (this was not sexy at all)

It wasn't a horrible accident, nobody got hurt, but what a pain in my ass. Jeezus!

It's supposed to rain all...
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I just recently found out that one of my ex-girlfriends is now a lesbian.

Huh...that's kinda funny I guess.

I suppose If I had a bigger ego or was more self absorbed, I might take this as a commentary on my abilities as a lover...

Whatever...It's still funny.

To: My love,

I'd give anything to tell you this face to face. I wish you could read this.


Happy Birthday My Angel.

...I miss you.

I have no life.

Home on a saturday night.

Bored. Bored. Bored.

Tomorrow, more of the same I'm afraid.

Popping my Cherry.

By that I mean my Gym membership cherry. Aside from my initial sign-up, it's the first time I've ever stepped foot in a fucking gym. I hurt now. Alot. Why did I do this?

I suppose it's similar to popping one's cherry, I'm sore as hell and I don't think it was worth the effort. (HA HA)