Finally found my player 2
I thought I was honestly going to die alone, I had completely given up on people and any hope of happiness.
I literally thought my life was going to end with me living in a cabin by myself in the woods with nothing but a loyal doggie and a rifle (Seriously)
And somehow against all odds, in a one in a million chance I met the person that I hope is my forever partner.
I discovered her purely by chance on Instagram. I liked her style and her dark personality. What began as a few messages back and forth on Instagram turned into semi regular conversations.
In January of 2022 I did a vending event at Bar Sinister in Hollywood, California.
Leading up to the event I mentioned it to this cutie that I would be selling my art at this well known Goth Club.
Mostly just to try to impress her, lol I never imagined that she would actually decide to drive 6 hours from Arizona to Los Angeles to meet me and hang out for the night.
Within two minutes of meeting her I already knew that she was someone I wanted to have in my life. We had an amazing night together and I took her back to her hotel as the sun came up.
By the end of that night I was hooked. We made plans to see each other again right away.
We continued to talk and message each other every single day, for hours until the sun came up. Every day. Within two weeks we became a couple.
This is the greatest connection that I’ve felt in at least fifteen years if not my entire damn life. We are so much alike it’s freaky, both dark, and sarcastic, and funny and self deprecating, and loyal to the select few that deserve it…and sometimes we’re loyal to some that don’t deserve it.
We haven’t been together long but she feels like she was a missing piece of myself that I didn’t realize I was missing until I found her.
I’ve been in love. I’ve had crushes, and I’ve had infatuations. I know the difference.
This is the real thing and I’m already madly in love with this woman. She is the perfect compliment to my life. She is already becoming my best friend And I hope that we can continue this amazing ride together hopefully forever.
That’s what I’m trying for anyway, she feels the same way.
I am monogamous by nature, I don’t sleep around, I have no interest in having multiple partners. One amazing partner for the rest of my life sounds absolutely perfect.
She is the most beautiful soul I’ve ever known and I’m not letting her get away.
Arizona to California is only a six hour drive. That’s nothing. When you’re in love.
She is my lover, my partner and my best friend. I am so goddamn happy 😭😭
Alright enough gushing, bless you if you made your way through this whole ramble.
Drop a comment if you did.
Y’all are invited to the wedding, lol
And thank you, 🍻
