hellsteve

This is not for attention or sympathy...so fuck off ! I am only writing this because I thought It was interesting enough to mention. I dreamt that I killed myself the other night.

Sleeping Pills. hmmm...I never thought I'd do it that way.

What was interesting about it was how it played out. I took pills I went to sleep.

The part that I though was interesting, was that I was brought back from the dead by a person who wouldn't bother in real life.

When I was dead I realized all the things that I'd be missing if I really was dead.

I awoke with a "huh?" the next morning. And a sense of peace.

Well I learned something about myself that night...I have no interest in killing myself in real llife.