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Popping my Cherry.

By that I mean my Gym membership cherry. Aside from my initial sign-up, it's the first time I've ever stepped foot in a fucking gym. I hurt now. Alot. Why did I do this?

I suppose it's similar to popping one's cherry, I'm sore as hell and I don't think it was worth the effort. (HA HA)

tongue
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What have I done ?!?!?!?

Lord help me, I think I made a big, big, mistake. Nope, It's worse than getting piss dunk and waking up with a bad tattoo,

It's worse that getting piss drunk and waking with a wilderbeast in your bed.

Nope. I joined a gym. Ugh. And I was stone-cold sober too.

What the hell was I thinking. surreal
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I don't wanna be an old man anymore.

It's been a year or two since I was out on the floor.
Shakin' booty makin sweet love all the night.
It's time I got back to the good life.

It's time I got back.
It's time I got back, and I don't even know how I got off the track.

I wanna go back yeah. =w=
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Brave New World.

So begins 2008, Although I wont forget the Hell that I went through in 2007. I sit here in my room thinking about life...optimistically. There is a whole new world in front of me. It's a wonderful, comforting feeling knowing that you are starting fresh. Your life is now a blank page.



I'm gonna try to make the most of it. smile
snarky:
Ohhh thank you ever so much, my darling.

I hope things start looking up for me too :]

How are you doing?
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...And to all a good night.

Tonight the evil beast that is 2007 draws it's last breath.

Nevermore.

Maybe now I can finally start moving forward again.

Viva 2008. Hopefully this year is full of GOOD surprises for a change.

To anyone who reads this, I hope 2008 is better for you than 2007.

May all my enemies perish alone and forgotten in the darkness. tongue
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I live again. At the expense of everyone around me. Now everyone else is sick. MWA HA HA HA!!!

I'm an only child. Misery is just about the only thing that I like to share with others.


Perfect. Spent the weekend in bed now back to work.


Fuck Me. There's got to be something better out there.
surreal
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I live. puke
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I'm dying again.

My stomach isn't my friend right now. I've been in bed since yesterday afternoon.

Everything hurts. puke
sureality:
hi!
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So christmas came and went.

Nothing worth bragging about. Seeing the family was ok I guess, but really once a year is enough.

Tomorrow, back to work (gay).

So as what I refer to as the worst year of my life, draws to a close. I keep looking over my shoulder thinking that the powers that be still have seven days to rip my heart...
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Proud Parent.

So. About three weeks ago, my I-pod shuffle decides to commit suicide. It just stopped working. I've tried to fix it but nothing worked.

I held off as long as I could, I finally broke down and bought myself another i-pod. I upgraded to an 80gb I-pod classic.

Now I don't know from personal experience, but this newfound pride I'm feeling...This MUST be...
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snarky:
merry christmas darling!!!


xx

kiss kiss kiss kiss
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I feel strange...These are weird times. I just can't wait for the year to be over. I don't know what I expect to happen exactly. I just need a change.
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This is not for attention or sympathy...so fuck off ! I am only writing this because I thought It was interesting enough to mention. I dreamt that I killed myself the other night.

Sleeping Pills. hmmm...I never thought I'd do it that way.

What was interesting about it was how it played out. I took pills I went to sleep.

The part that I though...
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