... I am just tired of the same ol...I blame myself...not to feel bad, but to realize I can change this....this isn't a manifesto entry or anything like that...I am not emotionally dissected, I am quite fine actually, just bored...so goddamn bored...I have no clue what i want, if anything, I am becoming stagnant, borderline rotten with contempt for this melancholy world...I imagined by posting...
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...verbal abstinence...sorry, I have to...
kybella:
I love the short and sweet entries that come from you. 
How have you been...and a question:
would you like to have sex at the orifice?
How have you been...and a question:
would you like to have sex at the orifice?
franceypanties:
Man I am allllll for destruction ... believe me. But I prefer to be the one doing the destroying ya know. Now I am totally behind that ... whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger, higher consciousness through higher repetitions, destruction is a form of creation shit ... but I am still mostly human and can only take so much bullshit at once. 
Thanks for visiting the journal, come back anytime.
Thanks for visiting the journal, come back anytime.
having sex at the orifice
Plasticized Penelope
Spread from appendectomy
Tell me to
Fuck-a-duck
Or stick my chicken
Skewered metal
For you to feel
Something, anything
Ostracized encephalitis
Fried angioplasty
Swollen
Lymph
Soggy bog
Colonoscopy
What do you want
From me
Where do you want
Me
Protozoan
Starving chromosome
Plasticized Penelope
Spread from appendectomy
Tell me to
Fuck-a-duck
Or stick my chicken
Skewered metal
For you to feel
Something, anything
Ostracized encephalitis
Fried angioplasty
Swollen
Lymph
Soggy bog
Colonoscopy
What do you want
From me
Where do you want
Me
Protozoan
Starving chromosome
abyssia:
this feels lonely and urgent. you'll do anything.
...and then there were none...
Jeff Buckley
The versifier to a bard
Using no lexis
But repeated melancholy anecdotal eminence
To eschew love
And swoon, a diatribe
To forgiveness
On a rainy day
Cackle
At beguiled
Or even better honey dipped
Chords
Sassafras
Opium austere
As a lark
To a dais
Steadfast
To oral sex
Beyond lozenge
Clemency
For Neptune
Bathing such watery misgiving
Epic...
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Jeff Buckley
The versifier to a bard
Using no lexis
But repeated melancholy anecdotal eminence
To eschew love
And swoon, a diatribe
To forgiveness
On a rainy day
Cackle
At beguiled
Or even better honey dipped
Chords
Sassafras
Opium austere
As a lark
To a dais
Steadfast
To oral sex
Beyond lozenge
Clemency
For Neptune
Bathing such watery misgiving
Epic...
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hellsforheroes:
I am sorry...it usually helps...to get your head out of your ass
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madi:
God... Your as nuts as me...
God... Your as nuts as me...I guess sometimes, my journal is about as fun as aids...and its funny, when I am bored...there is nothing, and when I am busy full, there is everything..hint hint, robotic retardation...have a morsel to suckle the irony out of...and read using multiple meters...like really smart pop-up realizations, or really lame shit...your choice, if you show up.
Why bother
I was having a conversation
With
My...
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Why bother
I was having a conversation
With
My...
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I guess, I should say something, about something...and honestly the best I can do is say this...if now is a wave...I guess I should just ride...oh, to the spark lovelies out there...you are making me blush...my goddamn ears are red...when to read, in, or out which is like not reading in at all, its really just nothing...but thanks
Simply complex symmetry
Is it ironic
That...
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Simply complex symmetry
Is it ironic
That...
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madi:
The mice will dance around naked? lol...
I can't wait for the summer buzz of north woods...loons screaming the battle hymn of the republic, and water, watermelon lakes...full of metal hook rapture....take me there mr.poet.
Northern Pike
James Wright
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All right. Try this,
Then. Every body
I know and care for,
And every body
Else is going
To die in a loneliness
I can't imagine and a pain
I don't know....
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Northern Pike
James Wright
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All right. Try this,
Then. Every body
I know and care for,
And every body
Else is going
To die in a loneliness
I can't imagine and a pain
I don't know....
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madi:
I love you, and I'm not saying that cause I'm drunk. We have to meet some day or I will die w/ an empty hole in my life.
xip:
The way you write makes me feel like I am tripping down a rocky steep path following a masked man at nightfall.
xip
xip
And my three weeks of vacation are over....with the only visible damage, a sliced right index finger, I broke a bottle over a man's head...in a bar fight in mexico...long story...I have detoxed myself from narcotics...and possibly the ganja...but have taken to alcohol like a big eyed moth to a roman candle...the herbals will remain a resource...in lesser abundance, and change, is all around...from the...
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satanica:
Thanks!
Did you read the Harry Crosby poem I posted?
I should think you'd like it.
Be sure to click on his name to read his bio.
I think you 2 would get along.
Did you read the Harry Crosby poem I posted?
I should think you'd like it.
Be sure to click on his name to read his bio.
I think you 2 would get along.
madi:
Welcome back I missed you. Bar fight in Mexico. Sounds like my dream vacation. I guess it does feel good, spring I mean. I want to go to vancouver again. I need a little break too.
I am really burnt out right now.......
The printed papyrus spoke
About Thorazine
Genius full of demure
Needles
Firing smoke sail boat
Seas
As candles
To midshipmen loneliness
Gazing at meteorites
Bent to mimic gulls
Of white Alka-Seltzer tablets
Popping avian bellies
Open with viruses
Electrically unkind
Black as oceans
Thick with lost kedges
Haunting god
With illusion
And fanged eel
Light to be eaten...
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The printed papyrus spoke
About Thorazine
Genius full of demure
Needles
Firing smoke sail boat
Seas
As candles
To midshipmen loneliness
Gazing at meteorites
Bent to mimic gulls
Of white Alka-Seltzer tablets
Popping avian bellies
Open with viruses
Electrically unkind
Black as oceans
Thick with lost kedges
Haunting god
With illusion
And fanged eel
Light to be eaten...
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kybella:
I am SOOOOOO sorry. My computer just stared wiggin'. Seriously sorry....you can delete...right?
Anyway- how ya been?
Anyway- how ya been?
photomares:
HAPPY ST. PANTIES DAY!
Eight states in ten days...with heavy stays in the smokey mountains...and Miami...I don't want to do anymore drugs for a while....good thing I leave for Mexico on Monday for more sun and drugs....what's a man to do.
abyssia:
it would seem, a man - or at least this man - is to do drugs.
miami... ick. no wonder! i do hope you enjoy mexico.
miami... ick. no wonder! i do hope you enjoy mexico.
me casa....
I suggest you read the links.