hellsforheroes

... I am just tired of the same ol...I blame myself...not to feel bad, but to realize I can change this....this isn't a manifesto entry or anything like that...I am not emotionally dissected, I am quite fine actually, just bored...so goddamn bored...I have no clue what i want, if anything, I am becoming stagnant, borderline rotten with contempt for this melancholy world...I imagined by posting things I wrote, people would respond to something inherently me, some have, thank you...but I am afraid I am one of those eaters, world eaters...I firmly believe I am Hernan Cortes, just looking for a continent to destroy with greed, blood and power...I want to devour...I am one intense individual, what can I say...I burn for the mad ones, something, anything...this is all rubbish, fuck...this world is killing me, and I want to get my chances in...sitting here just isn't doing it....


....whoever wrote the last journal, someone needs to pack him a bowl and tell him to chill out...hahaha...I am nuts